Bud to let you know I will tell you what is going on! I wasn't ready for a relationship and missy thinks it's all her fult when it really isn't! Also she smoked today and I found out and you know that I really don't like that she was doing soo good then she did that. But people make their mistakes and learn from them. Also missy I don't know why you have to say stupid shit like you just did in your journal I really don't wanna know that you want to kill yourself. I have finally figured out that taking the easy way out of life isn't a good thing cause in the long run you just end up hurting even more! Also no one is worth dieing over I learned that today and last nite you have to live life to the fullest for you not anyone else. You didn't do anything to make me wanna take the time off I just realized that I'm not ready for a relationship of any sort right now. Please understand that if you don't I can understand. I still care for you and you know that!
can you just tell me something if you were not ready then why did you keep telling me that your ready and when ever i am ready to ask you out and then you said you weren't gonna wait forever???? why would you say thing you don't mean???
Comments 3
Reply
Love Always
And Forever
-RJ-
Reply
die well,
~melissa
Reply
Leave a comment