screw it.

[purely_x_envy]

I just had half a page of exactly how I felt written, and then the window closed.

So much for autosaving drafts.

LiveJournal, you suck.

You, (you know who you are) also suck.
I hope that ruining my birthday makes you feel good, because I got nothing out of it.

Happy birthday to me, bitches.

Comments

[lbritner]

What happened pretty face?

[purely_x_envy]

brian had scheduled a surgery for my birthday.
it was purely cosmetic, and he felt he needed it so bad that, hey, it was no big deal to schedule it on my birthday, even if he had made plans to be with me, as long as he got what he wanted, asap.
then he couldn't seem to say happy birthday, or let alone even let me know if he was still alive. i texted him four hours before he went in, to let him know i was thinking about him, and that if he needed anything, i'd drive to fucking PA to help him. (stupid me). i heard nothing til just about the next day. =/
idk. maybe that's just me being selfish, like i've been told i was, but i think i at least deserved to know how it went. i did waste my whole day worrying about him. ugh.

my whole family likes to fight. constantly.

i didn't get to hang out with anyone. =[

and james still won't talk to me. i miss him more than anything in this world.

ughhh.

[lbritner]

well...i love you if that helps at all. :-]

[purely_x_envy]

it does.

=]

[aslinnn]

Wow, that does suck.

Happy Birthday!

[purely_x_envy]

yeah, it still sucked, even though I'm 20. ha.

thankyou. =]