I wonder if he knows...

[purely_x_envy]

I'd give anything to have him talk to me again,
just so I could say I was sorry.

I'd kill to let him know how I feel.

Everything I see reminds me of him.

I kick myself over and over again because I know it's my fault things are this way.

Almost every night,
I lay there and think about how things used to be.

I'd do just about anything to make them that

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[lbritner]

hey! you should be smiling.

:o)

[purely_x_envy]

piggie. =]

[anonymous]

Im sure you have heard this from a billion other people, but things will get better with time. Like I said in the comment I left on one of your earlier posts, gog doesnt ever give you more than you can handle. This is just a test to make you stronger. Im going through the exact same thing right now. It hurts like hell. I would give anything to have my girl back in my arms. I keep hoping for the best and praying she will come back, but at the same time im preparing for the worst in case she doesnt. Keep your head up. Who knows, he may come back in a month. But... theres always that chance that he wont. Either way, youll come out of all this stronger than you were before. Just keep your head up. Eventually things will get better.

-mike
myspace.com/mikeratick

[purely_x_envy]

Yeah, that's the best way to put it. It hurts like hell.

The sad part is, I deserve it, because I'm pretty sure this is how he felt when I pushed him away. I never meant to push him away, but now that I look back, I realize that I did. And knowing that all of this was caused by me makes it hurt even more. =[

Thanks for commenting though, because it really is good to hear from someone who's going through the same thing.

I hope things get better for you! =]