yeah, this is how i really feel.

[purely_x_envy]

Do you remember the first time we met?  We talked pretty much all the time on MySpace and AiM, but do you remember the first time we met in person?  Yeah, it was at WalMart, cause that's where the cool people go to hang out.  It's funny how I remember so much about that night.  I had just gotten a cellphone, and I was so amped about that.  ha.  I

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I know how ya feel

[anonymous]

You probably dont know me at all. Your on my myspace friends list. This morning I was randomly looking through profiles and saw you page and randomly clicked this the link to your LJ and here I am. I was just reading your prediciment and Im kinda going through the same thing myself.I just wanted you to know that I know exactly how you feel. I lost my gf about a month and a half ago. I thought I was getting married to her. We were together for a year and when we broke up, I thought we would be back together in a week. When that didnt happen and I found out there was already another guy, I was crushed. Didnt help matters that I lost my job two weeks later. I felt like I lost my whole life when she left. Sometimes I still feel like that. Its probably the lowest point ive ever been in my life. But I never stop thinking that things will get better, and that I will find someone else and things will be better than they were before. Things little by little are starting to get better. Im about to start a new job making like 15 times more than

Re: I know how ya feel

[purely_x_envy]

Hey, thanks for the comment.

It's good to know i'm not the only one who feels like this.
(not that it's good that we're both miserable, but you know what I mean.) Every time I even skim over this, I start to cry, and it really really sucks.

I lost my job, too, and still have yet to find one. =[ I ended up in the hospital, my Pap died, and yeah, life pretty much just fell apart.

But thanks for the inspiration. Honestly, it made me feel better, even for just a little bit. =]