Today was a paticularly random and generally great day. I met up with Anthea and Rachel and drove down to Brighton. Just as we stepped out of the car the sun came out and it was just a beautiful day. It was my perfect weather. Sun with a breeze. Well maybe there was a lot of wind sometimes but I do get hot quite easily (make that very easily) and ( Read more... )

Went bowling this evening and it was harder than I remember, but I had a good time. Felt even better that work was literally just next door, every second I spend in that building now just seems infected. I'm just so glad that I have the choice to leave ( Read more... )

This week has been absolutely crazy for me. I've been through many feelings, events I knew were going to happen came to pass, and even though I thought I was prepared for it, I really wasn't. My gran died from throat cancer at hospital in London on friday afternoon, while I was in London visiting Jess. It's just that very shocking moment when you ( Read more... )

Everything is changing, so much, so fast, that I have to stop and blink sometimes, register it. I miss what I'm used to. Change has to happen, because how can you grow without changing?

How I wish there were more hours in the day. Not even to do anything in, just more time to sleep...isn't it funny how you can look at words as words and not meanings, and realise just how strange they look...xx

I'm so tired. Again. It's so easy to enjoy nearly a week off work and then be totally shocked and appalled when you have to return, especially on such a beautiful day like today. Last night at work was hard, horrible even, and I barely got four hours sleep as I kept having, as much as I hate to say it, a nightmare that was just too terrible I had ( Read more... )

Had an incredible night, and twenty years ago today I was born.

How about that.xx

Don't you hate it when you spend ages on an entry and then you just suddenly lose it. Gah ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in my Dad's office on a really nice iBook, yawning every two minutes as I didn't get much sleep last night at all and was woken at an ungodly hour. I really deserve at least eight hours sleep! Well anyway I'm going to make this short because they are just fixing some php and then they are coming back for me, I have this feeling that ( Read more... )

Having extremely strange dreams lately. I never get horrible dreams, I'd rather just forget them but I keep getting reminded by the smallest things. It just makes me pull a "what the fuck" face when it happens. Hard to believe I'm back at work tonight but that's the way it goes.