Bank Holidays are a blessing even if you're unemployed. You can actually relax and not feel so bad about it.

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Well this week has definately been varied. I've spent some happy times alone this week, something I'm not used to but my solitude is changing my perspective on those around me, and more importantly, myself. Nothing nearly as exciting as an epiphany or anything, but I'm definately thinking about things a little differently.

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I'm currently sitting in Radlett, pretty stoned and pretty drunk. I've managed, once again, to accomplish a big carl-like-ridiculous fuckup, in thar I gained a brand new mobile phone, and managed to completely brake it wihthin six hours of having it. What else can you expect from me? And the weather was so nice today, I really believed it was ( Read more... )

Long week, a lot's changed. Again. It seems like my life is new everyday, and that used to be almost fun, the variety of it all, but I wish I could do what I wanted and still feel like I have stability or that I'm moving towards something better. I guess hedonism doesn't leave any room for that. However spent some very happy times with some of ( Read more... )

Having an awful day. I've come down with a really bad cold, more like flu; fever, shivers, sore throat, aches and fucking unbearable headache. It really set in at about 12, normally I would have gone to bed but I had work today, my second day, and I had to sit through it until 5.30, then I had to walk home in the freezing cold. All I want to do is ( Read more... )

Went to Popstarz last night with Jess and Anthea, feel like absolute crap, but it was worth it. Danced my little socks off, got very hot but that's to be expected. Saw a very pretty boy but of course was too scared to speak to him, gave him enough to let him know I was interested but unfortunately entered into a rather long and awkward period of ( Read more... )

Well my job search/quest/adventure turned out to be very fruitful! I have two job interviews tomorrow! I have my suit prepared and everything, could this be it, after ten whole months, that's ten very long months of procrastinating and getting into more and more debt, could this really be the end of the eternal party? Who knows, but I feel better ( Read more... )

Oh Valentine's day, Valentine's day, what an entertaining day you are for Carl every single year. Last night went to Soho with Anthea and had a lovely time, initially went to Ikea but Anthea forgot to measure something so it was all for nothing. Nothing. Headed on over to Trash Palace and I was confronted with an ex boyfriend of mine looking very ( Read more... )

Once again I find myself awake at 3am, unable to sleep. I've had this insomnia for a few months now, but it's usually made more bearable by friends who sleep pretty much the same times as me. Being in the company of others for so long makes it really hard to sleep alone with nobody but myself for company, I mean, it is kind of nice, but also ( Read more... )