the only word that really seems to embody how i feel right now is as follows, in this font and pattern of capitalization

FUCK!

jesus i forgot what a pain in the ass moving is ( Read more... )

ROOFTOP PUNX 2007

i can not fucking believe that you are trying to say that since i am moving out in about 2 weeks, its unfair becuase for the last 2 years you only had me half time. HEY, YOU CHOSE TO SEPERATE FROM MY DAD. YOU CHOSE TO DIVORCE HIM. SO DON'T FUCKING ACT LIKE THIS HAPPENED TO YOU! YOU MADE IT HAPPEN TO YOURSELF!

i feel like everything is really out of control right now (what's new right?) i made a commitment to move into a house, and the second i did that, my hours got cut in half. my paychecks went from being around $600 to being $280. unless i get my hours back or find a new job, i'll have to back out on the house, which would mean screwing over my ( Read more... )

i need to stop drinking so much.

i feel like i have no idea what i'm doing. i know what i want to do, and what i want to happen, but i feel like so much of it is so unattainable. i wish someone would just figure everything out for me and just give me the final plan, free of all problems, setbacks, unknowns, etc. i have decided not to move to boston, and instead to move to portland ( Read more... )

my hours got cut to shit becuase they hired not one but TWO new employees, despite the fact that we already had enough people. UGH.
in other news, here are two pictures.


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so as most of you who will actually read this already know, portland and seattle BLEW A HUGE ONE. so i came home early ( Read more... )

tomorrow i'm leaving for portland. i'll be gone for 11 days. i am going to have a hangover on greyhound, alone, and it is going to SUCK.
GOOD MOVE DRINKING TONIGHT, FRANCESCA.
i'm really excited though. even if i don't really know where i'm staying for the first few days i'm there.
i'm seeing hirax and ghoul+a million others, while i'm there.