whatever. i just dont care anymore. i will be a freakin "doormat" as my mom calls it. i let people walk all over me and i just deal with it. why? why does this always happen to me. i finally get somewhat close to someone and then i lose them, or at least that's what it feels like... that im loosing them. maybe its just me. i dunno anymore. i gain ( Read more... )

im so proud of you. i really am. you know who you are ( Read more... )

wow. last night i was up till 2 am. im so tired right now... but it was so worth it. i loved my talk with him last night. i loved every minute. although, im still very confused about us. idk. i know we cant be together and it hurts, but i just have to understand that we cant be together right now, and the weird thing is, is that i do understand, ( Read more... )

i fell in love with this song... i feel in love with that person ( Read more... )

this entry is just for you. you know who you are. i know things suck so bad right now. i know. and im so so so sorry. i wish i could make you happy. i just want you to be happy. im so sorry that you are hurting. and i wish i could go back and take back your actions for you, but i cant. im sorry. i wish i could take back his too. im sorry. i know ( Read more... )

very rough but great week all at the same time. lol. how is that?? well... yesterday was crazy cuz i had to work from like 6 - close and i had a butt load of homework. mainly i had to study and finish like 30 vocab terms for US history cuz i had a huge US history test today. so yeah... that was quiet stressful. lol. but i got everything done ( Read more... )

okay so my first two days of school were really good! i was so happy yesterday to see all my friends that i didnt get to see that much of over the summer, and the ones that i did. courtney b., tala, alex, nicol, libby, josh, kelsey, courtney t., skov, and all those guys. sorry if i left you out! haha. i have pretty cool teachers i guess. except for ( Read more... )

okay so since my last update... i hung out with ashley, wow... it had been forever since we last hung out. it was fun, but different i guess. yesterday was my day off so my mom and i went shopping for school clothes. got some really cute stuff. i love mommy-daughter days! they are so fun!! lol ( Read more... )

so im going to work in a little bit... i have work from 4 - close today! so come and see me! lol. cuz its gonna be a long day. haha ( Read more... )

okay so today was my first day of work. and it went really well. i love my managers! they are super cool and i think i made a new work buddy! lol. umm her name is anne, she's pretty cool. so my managers were like you did really well today and we are gonna go ahead and let you off at 8:00 which was pretty cool. and then they were like oh yeah you ( Read more... )