[There's still a lot of doubt swirling in her heart; a lot of mixed feelings. It was a ridiculous thing, but it wasn't possible to simply forget it. Even if it wasn't entirely his fault, she... well... she still felt hurt somehow. It was ridiculous, she told herself. But it had all looked too real to her. Only one day, and she was already doubting months worth of feelings.
Tomorrow might be different, she told herself, but... it was okay to be upset now... wasn't it?
She wondered what he was doing now. And then... she thought maybe she didn't want to know and curled up, still fully clothed, upon her bed only to stare at the wall blankly.
If only she could turn off her mind as well.]