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Dec 22, 2004 14:03

I wish I wasn't so alone... What have I done to deserve this solitude? People are so self-absorbed that they don't pay attention to the fact that people need social interaction of one sort or another. I can't deal with this loneliness anymore. I wish that I could express the way I feel to the girl I want. If she could only see how I feel, the ( Read more... )

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mori_angelo December 22 2004, 23:16:22 UTC
as a friend i'm saying this to maybe finally get my point in your head,
fucking tell her how you feel. If she dosen't like you the way you like her then what is the lost? (you are in the posistion where you haven nothing to lose and everything to gain) and as far a the social interaction leave the cave once and socialize shit i'll even go with you so you have someone to hide behind or nag on or whatever you may need. the point is you have three friends that are there for everyday and have been for quite some time. but we will talk about this in person

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anonymous December 23 2004, 05:53:22 UTC
darling steve,

sometimes you can capture yourself in such a darkness, that you forget who you are, who you used to be, who you thought that someday you could be. A dark web that entangles your mind into believing you are alone. Aloneness is a feeling we get when we cannot have what we want, and we always want what we cannot have. There is nothing i can say that will bring you back to a normal (quasi normal) light, and i am not going to try to cheer you up, there is no point. But remember, you are only alone when you think your only escape is the dark web that your head teases you with. People love you, just not the way you want them too...and thats ok. We will never feel the love we want. Because we can't have what we want. But what we can have is love to get us through the hard stuff. I sound like a life time movie. But steve you are rad. and neat. and whoever gets to experience the passion, and the intensity of your true feelings is a fucking lucky chick. I carrot three you.

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