I hate not being able to make my own decisions.

I get hired, and then my parents basically fire me. ITS OUT OF THEIR CONTROL.

Fuck, I hate it.

I haven't eaten all day and I'm shaking like hell.

I'll talk to Derek today and see what he thinks. I guess it just wasnt meant to be. But fuck, it's irritating.

I'm completely addicted to j-pop. I LOVE IT ( Read more... )

"the day it rained forever, was the day i figured out how i truly feel. the day it rained forever, was the day i lost myself in your eyes. the day it rained forever, was the day i wasted away. the day it rained forever, the sun begain to shine. on the day the sun came out, you were not around."

Yeah, so I am abnormally tired today, and I don't really have any reason to be. But whatever ( Read more... )

fuck.

Coldplay is the best band to listen to when you are sad.

I cant do this. I cant be happy ( Read more... )

am I ok. yeah not really ( Read more... )

good songs ( Read more... )

I pretty much feel like my life just took a turn for the worse. I'm a terrible person, yeah I know ( Read more... )