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[puristlove]

So, despite being dead tired, I can't sleep. Every night is the same thing, get exhausted: go to bed, lay there and think about all this shit, get incredibly depressed

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[pseudonymous]

It's really hard in times like these not to spew cliches that just seem thoughtless or stupid. But they're not. Change can be really difficult and painful, even if you're prepared for it.

Ultimately, you'll be ok.

[puristlove]

yeah, I'll survive, just yuck

[nhyrvana]

I understand what you are going through. I'm experiencing something similar though I don't know if it will be as permenent or not. I'm in the dark about a lot of things lately.

Anyway, it feels like there is this bad thing that is going to happen no matter what you do. And it's something that will cause you deep pain, emptiness and loss. And you are left feeling hollow because the joy and love that was once there has just fled and you don't know how or where it happened. You dread every moment because it brings you closer to that point when the bad thing is going to happen. The waiting is awful.
But the end is just as bad. And you feel helpless and that's probably the very worst part.

I dunno. It sucks no matter which way you slice it.

=(

-e

[puristlove]

life just sucks sometimes. I just hope that by the end of it, I'll have spent more time being happy than sad.

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[nhyrvana]

I hope that for you too.

-e