Jumble of Mess (oneshot) Reita/kai Reita/Ruki brotherly Kai/Ruki
Thank you.
It was the brunette’s last word he heard through his cell phone and he never thought it would come to this. There he stood in the hallway with the brunette’s younger half-brother, Ruki, in his arms who was crying hysterically, calling out for his brother’s name as he watch the paramedics do their job, giving their best to revive the brunette’s lifeless body on the cold tile of a bathroom floor. It wasn’t long when he found himself inside the ambulance, with one hand wrapped around his Ruki while the other on the Kai’s cold limp hands, clutching it once in a while, with hopes that the other will respond.
Guilt had begun to build as the sound of the weakening pulse echoed through his mind.
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“Ha-ahh! Harde-ahhh! Fuck! Harderrr!” Kai moaned whorishly, digging his nails into the back of a male stranger he barely knows minutes ago as he was fucked senseless onto the wall of a dark hidden alley in the busy city of Tokyo.
It didn’t took long when the stranger come for god knows how much he had, spent his seed inside before pulling out his limp cock and pulled himself away from the younger boy, letting the boy ceremoniously fall down to the dirty pavement. Kai could barely see the stranger’s face but judging from his black slacks and the black coat that was left untouched by the side, he assumed that it must have been a salary business man.
“Suck,” a commanding voice snapped the brunette out from his drifting thought. Without a sound of protest, he did as told; taking in the length and moaned deeply as if it was the best thing he tasted in his whole life.
Name, age, gender, social status… He doesn’t give a damn about those… All that he cares is that the payment he will be getting by the end of the fucked up session he is having. Money is all that matters.
“Here’s your money kid,” the stranger threw him a roll of cash that was promised earlier before leaving him alone in the alleyway to recover alone.
After buckling up his skinny jeans, he picked up the notes from the floor and put them away into his small sling bag and pulled out a cancer stick. He was about to lit it up when his cell phone vibrated and the caller ID popped out his brother’s name.
“Yes, Ruki?” Kai answered with a cheerful tone trying to hide the soaring pain that begun to erupt down south.
“It’s getting late!! When are you coming back home? Is manager-san keeping you back at the combini? Should I come and fetch you? Rei-nii can’t come over and I’m scared!!” the other whined and Kai couldn’t help to smile as he imagines his younger brother flailing his hands up in the air as he speaks. Ruki is a drama queen after all, taking their late mother’s traits.
“I’ll be back in a little alright? I’ve just punch my card… Give me 10 minutes?” he lied through his teeth.
…And Ruki… He’ll do anything for Ruki. His only living flesh and blood, despite they were from different fathers.
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“WHAT?” Kai’s eyes widens in disbelief as he had his attention turned to his long time friend from primary school.
“I love you, Kai,” Reita confessed again. “I do care for you,”
“You’re joking right? You have to be kidding me,” Kai laughed as he munched down on his small lunch, a sandwich while going through his homework. He had to get everything done before night falls. Just in case if he was too tired and won’t be able to resume them after his ‘job’.
“I’m serious, Yutaka,” Reita put his hand upon Kai’s right, trying hard to get the other’s attention.
“Fuck off, man.. Y-You know I can’t. You perfectly know… what I am,” the brunette stammered, as he tried to wriggle his hand free.
“It’s because I know who you are what make me want to love you. I want to protect you. I want to be there for you,” the blond head leaned in and kept his dark fawn eyes upon Kai’s light brown. Kai could see his sincerity and his seriousness and it made him cringed. “Believe in me, I love you,” Reita whispered to him and he crushed his lips upon the other.
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It was perfect.
Everything was perfect.
They were perfect and it made him smiled every second at the thought of it. Ever since the day they were together, Reita had been a great help. He was there, giving Kai his support whenever needed and took charge to take care of Ruki whenever he was forced to stay back for his job at the convenience store. He had stopped his unnecessary job a week after Reita begged him and would even go as far as giving his monthly allowance and his whole savings to make Kai stop.
But the perfect life was short lived when he found out the truth and fate just love to rub it in his face, forcing him to find it out the hard way.
He had a tough day but nonetheless happy to be able to get off from work finally, bringing home a slice of Chocolate Mousse Cake which he had managed to buy for Ruki for his birthday. His little Ruki is finally turning fifteen and he could imagine a wide happy smile on the chubby face of his beloved brother if he sees the cake. It’s not always for both of them to eat expensive and luxurious food and cake seems to be in the list.
“Tadaima~~” Kai said out loud shutting the front door with a soft click as he kicked out his shoes and heads straight to the kitchen pulling out a small plate for the cake and teaspoons for three.
“Ruki-chan? Rei? I have cake with me” he called out but soon to realized no one came running down to the kitchen like they always do.
‘Must have been playing those video games again.’ Kai thought to himself as he shrugged. He had no protest on Reita teaching Ruki playing video games but he is a bit worried, hoping that the boy won’t get addicted to it like how his male classmates are. He carried the cake and a bottle of apple juice up to Ruki’s and find his guess was right. The sound of Reita’s speakers booming funky music was loud enough to be heard from outside. Knocking won’t be an option.
“Hey, guys I have ca-“
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“Ah!!Ahh-A-Akira. Haahh!”Ruki moaned as their hips moved together making obscene sounds but had it all drowned with the unbelievable awesome speakers Reita had brought along. He was sure Reita had purposely brought them to erase all the audio evidence from the neighbours.
He couldn’t quite process how they had come to this, how he end up having Reita impaling his virgin ass, hitting that blissful spot again and again making his head spin and his heart beats faster than he could ever imagine. It was like a dream coming true, to have the person he had adored, the person he had been crushing on confessing their love and have sex with on his birthday. It is the best birthday present he could ever have throughout his life.
“Taka-Ah~~ fuck, you’re so tight!” Reita moaned into the Ruki’s as he was getting near. He was close and he could feel the other was near too by the way the walls clenched onto his member. “Fuck, come with me. Come with me, Taka,” he moaned again, grabbing Ruki’s member, fisting it hard which earns him another moan.
The two of them was too busy to reach their climax to even notice the sound of the front door open and Kai’s calls for cake. They were too focused on their orgasm to even notice anything until a loud crash by the door frame surprised them.
Oh, Shit!
Was the only word the two of them could process when their eyes meet with Kai’s bloodshot pupils. Reita instinctively pulled himself out from Ruki who whined silently by the lost and pulled up his pants while trying to process any excuses from his numb mind.
“Kai I-“
“Get.the.fuck.out.,”
“I’m s-,”
“GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!” Kai grabbed onto whatever object his hands could reach to and threw it directly at the blond, anger taking over his mind. “NOW!” and with that instant Reita did, scrambling to pick up his clothes from the floor and he dashed his way out, not wanting to face whatever he had to face further if he stayed.
Kai clenched his fist once, twice as his teeth gritted against each other. He could feel his erratic breathing and he felt suffocated and light-headed. He knew anger is taking over his mind and he hates it. He hates being angry because if he does, he forgets everything and when he forgets everything, he’ll regret when he finally comes back to his senses.
“Why are you so fucking mad?” Ruki groaned annoyingly while pulling up his boxers and his t-shirt back on and turned off the stereo.
“Why I’m mad you asked?” Kai turned to meet his eyes with his brother’s.
“Yes… Is it because I have sex with Akira? I’m not a fucking child anymore for you to decide when I have sex,”
“You… stay away from him..,”
“NO!” Ruki yelled, jumping out from his bed. “YOU CAN’T MAKE ME!”
“You don’t even know him!,” Kai growled dangerously as his body shook. Anger has not left him completely.
“It was you who don’t know him! He and I were always together when you work late at night!”
“Don’t say another word, Ruki. Don’t make me do things I might regret. Just listen to me and stay away from him!”
“NO, I WILL NOT! JUST FUCKING HIT ME YOU WORTHLESS ASSHOLE!”
“Ruki, please.. don’t”
“YOU’RE JUST ANOTHER WORTHLESS HUMAN BEING IN MY LIFE! FUCK! YOU’D THINK I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU’VE BEEN DOING?”
“Ruki.., stop,”
“YOU’D THINK REITA WOULD KEEP EVERTHING FROM ME?! YOU’RE THE SCHOOL’S WHORE! A FUCKING WHORE! A FUCKING HORNY WHORE! FUCK!!”
“TAKANORI!”
YOU’RE NOT EVEN MY REAL BROTHER!”
*smack*
Silence came between them as the sound of skin colliding echoes through the room. Kai froze to his feet as he saw a burning red mark of his palm across those pale cheeks of Ruki. His breath hitched dangerously, almost choking himself when he saw tears running down from the corner of his brother’s eyes.
“R-ruki.. I-I didn’t…”
“I.HATE.YOU.,” the shorter of them turned away, heading towards his own bed and climbed underneath between the sheets. “DON’T TALK TO ME.EVER!”
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Stop! Please!
Why are you doing this?!!
I didn’t intrude any of your life!
Please! Stop!! It hurts!
Stop hitting me!
Please!!
Kai curled himself into a tight ball and held his arms up; protecting his head as heavy blows came raining down to his fragile body. Laughter and snickering remarks abused his ear. One of the bullies managed to give a hard kick to his stomach, hitting all the air out from his lungs and blood could be taste at the back of his throat.
“Awww, look.. the lil’ whore is trembling… does it hurt?” One of them sniggered as he knelt down at his side and grabbed a fistful of his mopped brunette locks. “Fucking answer me! Does it hurt??”
Kai whimpered, keeping his eyes shut. He nodded weakly, with hopes that the bullies would spare him and do little damage to his body. He can’t sell well if he was in black and blue unless the customers are sadist. He winched in pain as the grip tightens and he could felt his scalp burning from the harsh tug.
“Uruha.. Stop wasting our time and let’s move to a better part,” another bully stepped closer to his body and tugged harshly at the tail of his blood-stained school shirt, before proceeding to rip it apart, sending buttons flying everywhere on the floor. “Tch, look at all those hickeys! Must be some fucked up customers you had cause’ that looks wicked!”
“Please, don’t! Please!,” Kai whimpered, softly pushing the abusers hands away from him.
“Not a chance!” the one named Uruha sniggered, pulling Kai’s black slacks down exposing his lower regions to the cold breeze of autumn. “Aoi, hold his hands will you? It’s annoying,”
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“No, please! It hurts, matsu-tousan! Ahh!”
“Don’t worry. It’s just for a while. Do it for tousan?”
“No, please! Ahh! It hurts! Get it out!! Matsu-tousan!”
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“Please, stop! Please! Please! Please!” he pleaded between his child sobs. “Please, stop! It hurts!”
“Shut the fuck up and be a good lil whore!”
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It won’t hurt…
Trust me…
It won’t hurt as much as how you’re feeling right now…
You’ve been dismissed from school and to add matters worse, some bullies decided to have a go before letting you go,
That blond parakeet head that you trust used you,
And on top of that your brother hates you and won’t let you explain…
You’re living in hate and humiliation…
You have nowhere to go…
Just drink it up and everything will end..
Kai stares blankly at the clear glass that contains the clear liquid of chlorine bleach in his hand. He guessed he had enough with everything. He was too tired. Too tired to endure everything too tired to do anything. The mess was beyond his control and he couldn’t clean anything without making another. He had lost what he had held dear to him and everything doesn’t matter anymore.
He was just another worthless human being to another. Ruki was right. All he could do is being a little whore who caused a whole lot of trouble to others. He was only a tool, used, abused and abandoned when not needed. Everything fits him perfectly. Everything what his brother said was right all along. Ruki is brighter between the two of them. He never fails to bring smiles to mother’s lips.
Mother…
He missed her badly. Her warm smiles. Her soft touches and her warm embraces whenever he felt like crying.
He picked up his cell phone and run through the contact list, scanning down for the name he was searching. When he did, he pressed the call button and sighed heavily, waiting for the other person to pick up.
“Hello?” a groggy voice answered. Kai smiled to himself as he imagine the other’s sleepy expression as they answered the phone.
“……….Rei…. It’s Kai,”
“Kai?.. Why are you calling so late?.. Something up?”
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“Kai, are you there? Hello?”
“………..Rei, promise me to take care of Ruki,”
“Huh, what..what are you-,”
“ and thank you…,”
/click/