Me and the pub...

Nov 10, 2004 18:08


Went to the pub tonight for two drinks, Dave was there... He offered me a chair next to him which I took, we didn't chat much since Anthony was there and some other people we know. It was funny cause I was looking at him and thinking to myself, you are good looking but you really do know it. It feels weird seeing him I don't think I can be friends ( Read more... )

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:) ezza_20 November 10 2004, 23:39:19 UTC
Good, lists are always good to help you sort outs stuff like this.

You know it's funny until you actaully pointed out the whole Parker/Buffy hting I never thought about it. and that's exactly the way I was feeling about Damien. *BIG HUGGLES* You'll get through this

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Re: :) purple4me November 11 2004, 07:55:36 UTC
That's so much for commenting and even reading about my pathetic love life...

I just thought about the comparison of Parker & Buffy the other day... Why is it that we want the men that don't want us??? Must be something in that...

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eviscerate November 11 2004, 00:24:04 UTC
You poor thing :( *hugs Lisa*

I have one thing to say though. Drugs. That is all. You can't expect someone who's done that to themself to also behave like a "normal" person. You just can't place normal expectations on them. You can either stand by and be supportive and compensate for their behaviour .. I'm sorry, I can't find the term I'm looking for. Basically put up with it and accept it .. or you can get the hell out!

I'm scared :(

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purple4me November 11 2004, 07:57:57 UTC
Thanks for commenting, it means a lot to have some support...

Seeing him in some ways has been good, each time I see him I let go a little since I know nothing is going to happen between us...

I just want to move on, just not too sure how to do it... Been having fun kissing lots of guys but that's not everything :(

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eviscerate November 11 2004, 22:54:09 UTC
I think the only way for you to feel better about this is to feel the pain and deal with it. It's the only way you'll be able to let go. But having said that, it's extremely hard to do!!!! Plus, it's a lot harder if you have to see them all the time. There is much truth in "out of sight out of mind". And of course you have my support! *hugs*

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