Well that fucking sucked... I wrote this long ass blog and my wireless crashed and it all got erased :/ Ugh here we go again ( Read more... )

So I decided to wear a really tiny skirt last night to bowling... thanx Amber lol & basically got attacked most of the night... The rest was spent having my shirt ripped off, getting stepped on by Britt o.O ouch. And watching Mindy, Calypso & Amber attack Doug, steal his stuff & pants him lol... Anyways I spent most of my night cuddled up on Doug ( Read more... )

I'm Home!!!!!

So guess what I'm fucking home now!!!! heck yes! Anyways I'll be with Amber early as hell in the morning so yeah gonna get some sleep I'll write about my last day in CA tommorrow... Woulda been nice to get home earlier and see some of my friends :/ O well

Woke up at 7 am. 7 AM people SO NOT a time I wake up at lol. Took a shower and went back to sleep. Woke up and went shopping, again yay & bought a bunch of clothes. My dad got here today yay & we are heading home Monday afternoon/night, kinda sucks I wanted to be at bowling but not really my choice so O well :/ Blayze is being a little monster ( Read more... )

Well today was a bit more entertaining. I met some little girls in my Aunt's neighborhood that were selling puppies. Yay puppies lol. Anyways I finally got to hang out Hannah & Rebecca, we went to the mall and I bought an outfit. It's super cute but you'll have to wait to see it. :D Then I took Rebecca to her friend's house for some party & went ( Read more... )

So today was pretty uneventful.. I sat around doing basically nothing except reading etc. until my brother & cousin demanded, not asked but demanded to get food. Then about all I did was argue with my brother all day & take Blayze to the park... I got called a Milf by some guy on a dirtbike it was odd... lol I told Amber about it and she laughed ( Read more... )

So I spent 2 hours crying last night... because of Kris & his drunken assholishness... Let it be known, I will no longer guard him he deserves some sort of retribution for the pain he's caused. Anyways, I sat around all day... great fun, my mom & Aunt Dee left this morning & aren't coming back tonight so I have to deal with the boys all alone... It ( Read more... )

Well I arrived last night at 8 ish. I got online almost immediately since I had driven here & needed a break lol. Called Amber as I was unloading the car & called Doug after I had gotten somewhat situated. My brother & my cousin were on their computers & messing around on Teamspeak playing random music in random servers it was entertaining when I ( Read more... )

What does one say when no words explain feelings? I'm leaving in less than 9 hours and yet the conflict within rages. I'm happy because I miss my brother, I'm sad because I'm leaving my best-friend, & I'm torn because I'm going to miss someone so much it brings me to tears. It was really hard not to cry at bowling last night... I'm leaving all my ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here waiting for Amber to get out of the shower & going through my scrapbook & I noticed that every single picture while I was growing up is of me smiling... I wonder what happened that made me stop... It makes me try to go back and think of something that impacted me so drasticly that it would change my whole outlook on life and the ( Read more... )