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[purple_cowboy]

i'm moving out of oklahoma city. thea and i are going to stay with my mother for around a month, she wants me to do some work for her... blah blah.. not my idea of living my life. the past few years have been unreal. there have been things that have happened to me, and induced by me that have done some serious damage to my life. i never imagined i

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[drunkaesthetic]

even given our situation being just friends i'll still always love you unconditionally,and i'll always have a place in my heart for you.i know all the mistakes you made had a huge fucking part to do with your upbringing and your parents(shit and mine had a great deal to do with my parents ),its just a constant cycle of people fucking people up and in your state right now you've got a baby on the way.you have the biggest opportunity in your life , to not fuck that little person up.:) i think you'll be a good dad,because your father wasn't good to you (or shit wasn't even around most of the time ),and you know the faults in your parents.not that everyone doesn't have faults , but when you're around your parents all the time and you know you're fucked up because of how bad they're fucked up.its fucking one big cycle of shit after another.

[purple_cowboy]

fuck my parents... i could give have a shit about them, but the point is...
i just want to be the person i need to be. and i have alot hanging over my head. it's a really painful situation

[frankacies]

Go back to school maybe a tech school for something. like maybe as an sound engineer or whatever it's called. Or ponder the option of putting the kid up for adoption.

/a wraith rides a nightmare east.