last night i started thinking about 50 or so things that really fucked with me in the past, i'm fucked.

i want to become a serial killer/drug addict/lunatic/stalker/masturbating/dog eating/transvestite whore.

both of you, no matter how loving, are sweet people. although you don't really know me, so... those that do didn't even respond. that should show just how much of a piece of shit i tend to me.

jo, you're a sweety and i love you. *shrug*

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OMG!!! i've had a totall revalution!!!

i've realized, i do in fact hate the world and everyone in it, including myself.
we are all shit and always will be. we are living to die... life is shit. don't fucking kid yourself. no one gives a fuck about you, it's all a hollow pack of dog shit.

NOT THAT ANYONE GIVES A FUCK

my god, where to begin. last night was a fucking ball ( Read more... )

long long long it's been. it's still going. this has probably been the coolest/most fucked up night ever seen. i'm honostly surprised i made it home in one piece. about 45 minutes ago, i was positive i was going to jail or the hospital. i'm not going into details but, everything worked out great. sort of... i basically just had a inspiring ( Read more... )

welp, spent valentines day alone. (as i expected) well acuatlly i spent it will my best friends. i have really good friends, the best anyone could hope for. except for a certain friend of mine, who i am currently pissed off at but will probably not be too much longer. i've been blown off by alot of my friends, but never by a CERTAIN one... ( Read more... )

i'm having fun, i'm just starting to remember how much i really used liked the deftones. good stuff. if i could only pull togther those few little things...

fuck me, fuck scott, fuck drugs, fuck birth, fuck jesus, fuck toilets, fuck dr.pepper, fuck cigarettes, fuck beer, fuck song, fuck music, fuck cereal, fuck blondes, fuck loving, fuck shitting, fuck cowboys, fuck cowgirls, fuck tits, fuck cocks, fuck god, fuck teachers, fuck computers, fuck cancer, fuck niggers, fuck crackers, fuck blue shirts, fuck ( Read more... )

somebody stop me before i get too emo.

my life is starting to really come together, things are really starting to get good. i'm about to start a new band. i hope david looks at this shit because, we've got a date with a drummer, chris... you know him, sometime this week. we spent half the night talking about ween and sunny day real estate and how much other bands suck. he fits like a ( Read more... )