Noticing how beautiful the sky is, or how awe-inspiring the silence is when your outside and walking to school. Optimism. Occasionally, a good sandwich. The promise of rain.
This isnt actually anonymous...
anonymous
December 23 2008, 02:48:54 UTC
...I just dont have a livejournal (I think?). Anyways, to getting me through a day there are a few things. Some friends, but not all...many of them don't really understand me the way they think they do which can frustrate me and actually make it worse. To be honest, you and Bad News Caleb (who turned out to be not so Bad News afterall) are probably the only two who truly understand. Everyone else lets their personal contorted "Happy Kasi" image get in the way and most of them laugh, which hurts, but all are skeptical. I've stopped trying to express myself to those people. So the friends that understand and the few that just mean so much to me that it doesnt matter anyways are part of what helps me through the day (that includes some family...namely my mom). Next is my pets, they just rock my socks and make me smile everytime. Thirdly would be fear, I dont know what happens when you die, but truthfully the fear that it all just ends, and thats it, you are there and then its all done and gone scares me more than any hell you could
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