That the person who has stolen my engagement ring would return it asap. I feel lost without it. And incredibly very very sad.

Currently homeless but with a home. The aggression and shouting is doing me in, the control, the constant being wrong. I am struggling with it. I failed college because I suck. Because I can't keep a course down. Even something I love has become an enemy. I can't use the camera, it makes me feel sick to look at it. I want to be out of here but my ( Read more... )

What help is available?
I know what it is and I would imagine that constantly being made to feel stupid or wrong is a start. Also things being done so that you always rely on that one person. Trying to stop you going out or speaking to friends - punishing you with silence.

The one thing that got me the most is having ALL of my photographs deleted a ( Read more... )

I have pleurisy, woo!

Apparently if it's not better in 6 weeks then I should go into hospital, but I am sure it will be gone by then! 4 hours in A&E with chest pains, shivering. I was glad to be home :D

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I got to the opticians this morning and they fitted me in for an eye examination! woo! (haven't been in a long time and wasn't sure how long it'd be before I could get an appointment) Anyway, I have moderate astigmatism in both eyes and am short sighted, so am needing glasses for all vision. Which means I will sooon be able to tell what number bus ( Read more... )

tomorrow I am going to see CLAIRE! Until Sunday :D  (I Just planned it .. about 10 minutes ago!) havent seen friends in about 6 months so it's exciiiting :D 

As the title says, happy belated new year!

I have a new thingy at http://tapestry-curtain.blogspot.com/ there.. and am being positive!

Love and sparkles
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(as the title suggests, despite lovely people and medication, I've felt really quite crappy, sometimes suicidal recently)

Anyway, marcus got a ratatouille remote control remy (rat) yesterday from my parents - he was showing chris today and mickey and keef ran off with it - keef had the tail in his mouth!! Dear doggies!

happy seasonal wishes
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I once again have bacterial tonsillitis which hurts and along with the fluey symptoms and swollen neck are making me feel pretty crappy! I have been in bed for most of yesterday and shall no doubt be there again today ( Read more... )

Marcus came to visit/rescue me last week. He actually stayed for a week and it was the most beautiful week I've had in a long time. Even when I was dizzy and sick, I had hugs available and someone who didn't mind if all I wanted to do was curl up ( Read more... )