So, I have come to the realization that I'm gonna end up being the crazy old lady with 60 cats. When ever I'm even attracted to a man... I get pushed down... I'm sick of being shoved in the dirt... I GIVE UP!! Now I'm gonna go eat chocolate til I fall asleep....

So, I've had the hot for him since we were 18.... and he doesn't even know it!! I don't know what to do!! I've also been hanging around with gay guys for so long that I've lost some of my game!! I've forgotten what to do!! Also, he's one of those guys that always has girls hanging on him and going after him!! Go figure I have the hots for the ( Read more... )

So.... I just found out something!!! THANK GOD I moved out of Illinois!!! I just found out that this girl that I used to dance with... decided to get knocked up.... BY A FUCKING BLACK MAN!!! I'm sorry but I feel embarrased to have even known her!!! I remember the last time I saw her.... she was making fun of me for being bisexual!!! Yeah, I may be ( Read more... )

So I think I'm at one of the lowest points in my life right now.... I'm hardly working, and its only seasonal so come January, I might not have a job anymore. My nieces are driving me insane. Ryan and I are over. And I'm holding a scret from Mom about my brother. I'm about a hair away from eating lead!!!

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So, as we all know, I have been with the Rich Weirdoes for almost 2 years now. I started doing this simply because I wanted something to do to get me away from my stress of my real life. Well, for the past few months, it has just added to my stress. The cast has been overrun by a bunch of children. And they all think they're diva's simply because ( Read more... )

So, last night was hell. Was scared half to death and had my heart shattered. Nothing like having your boyfriend telling you he loves you one minute and then he turns around and is threatening to kill you the next. Then gets arrested and as the cops are driving him off he yells I love you out the window. And I love getting the call from your mom in ( Read more... )

Ok... I know its been over a year since I've updated this thing... but what the hell....

So, I've been with the Rich Weirdoes for a year and a half now.

I currently don't have a job since my last boss at the dance shop was.... NUTS! Seriously... she thinks I'm crazy just because I have tattoos.... but snapping hangers in half and stomping them on ( Read more... )

Yes, I know if been a LONG time since I've updated this thing.... but I just wanna say something real quick....

Lately I've been finding out some things... that really make me wanna barf!! Ew!! Really dude... HER!! Hey, I dunno, maybe she's grown up... A LOT... but eh... barfage!!

And there are other things... most of which are pissing me off!! Dude ( Read more... )