I'm so incredibly angry at myself. I don't understand why the hell I can't just open up and talk to you. God knows I want to more than anything but my brain can't seem to assemble the words. I just can't get my act together. I guess when you're always alone it feels strange when you are together with anyone. I feel so lame and immature ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm developing a cold...poop :(

So I was really looking forward to going home in October...but not so much anymore. I'm enjoying myself here too much. I miss my parents, and especially my brother, but I don't feel like going back home to all the problems. And I probably won't even get to see Nathan :( But I can get my Audrey Hepburn movies!! And I'm a little excited to go to ( Read more... )

God has been so good to me lately. I can't even imagine why. But I am so thankful.

On another note: Je t'adore. Tu me fait sourire! :)

I should really start studying for my exam...

I'm eating captain crunch...with pirate shapes! I know, it's really exciting ( Read more... )

Update!

forgot about this thing. oh well.

oh my gosh.... :/

I feel like I've been going in a downward spiral these past few months. Ever since Jeff transferred to Muskegon things have been way different. I've lost a lot of friends. Well, maybe not lost, but I'm definitely not as close to them as I used to be. I hate it ( Read more... )

How does it feel when everythings done ( Read more... )