excitement amid depression

[purpleaf]

has anyone else on earth ever felt that way... like you are sad about things going on now, but you have the ability to look into the future and laugh and say... i'm gone make it there.. it makes the days easier, but at the same time, is it insane? i mean, seriously, is the future my personal alcohol? do i use it to avoid thoughts about what is

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[the_great_riz]

I'm feeling what you're feeling.

see my latest entry for the reason why.

[gothic_mist]

oh leaf. i love you so much.

[bigonbnl]

Seriously, you are so strong and an inspiration. *hugs*