I feel that I am withdrawig again. It might be being in this house again. I feel the downward spiral and Im slipping.

I sound like a psycho.

My mother is always right. She says that whenever we are really worried about something, 9 times out of 10 we feel really silly about it in just a couple of days.

Thank God for LJ. Sometimes it is the only pressure release I have. Can't post anything too personal on FB now since my whole dang family is on there. Myspace is useless. I just need a place to vent without repercussions and this is perfect.

I really like Scott. It took us both a long time to get to this point and neither of us wants to mess it up. We get along great and I have never laughed so much. I had some doubts and fears one day fed by the boys at work one of whom hates Scott because of some past issues with his recent ex. Ian's ex not Scott's ex. Anyway they made me doubt for a ( Read more... )

I am getting more hours at the day care, thank the gods for that! I am in a class once a week that is furthering my education in a field I never thought I would go into, but I can transfer those credits, complete a degree and then go into Psych which is what I want to do ultimately. With an undergrad in child development, I will be even more ( Read more... )

Dear Christa:

You Are An Idiot. Plain and simple. Get a grip and figure out that you deserve much much better than what you have been doing for yourself.

Love,

Christa

No, this is not about my ex-husband AKA Dippy Smurf ( Read more... )

aaah generic Zyrtek... I love you!

Sick of this sinus headache. That is all.