mistakes 2008

[purpleblackthon]

alright, so yesterday was a really tough day for me in general. Lately, as positive as I've been trying to be about everything...life can challenge me very much... ..and it has, as always, recently

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[anonymous]

if you mean it so whole heartedly why don't you apologize without the use of technology? that seems to be a bit of a truer form of communication..... don't you think?

[purpleblackthon]

It's true, but really hard to do when they don't want anything to do with you. The thing is .. it was towards a family member and they're adults, but they deleted me from my space; something i feel is really immature. Also, they didn't confront me about it either, but they spread the word out through out the family (something that was well expected) and then told My MOM; someone who really doesn't have that much control over her 21 yr old! daughters MYSpace!.... as i had said on my other, most recent blogs....this my space thing ..should really be for fiends only since one's character varies w/ different ppl. and while it may have been immature of me to have wrote those things. I feel that they reacted to it in the same manner. In the end, however, i feel that I was still wrong and the day that i have the courage to actually look them (my whole family) in the eye and apologize will be a good relieving one.

[not_for_sales]

wow Jen, don't be so hard on yourself! I think everyone with a blog is guilty of word vomit (love the term, by the way). I hope things are better!

[purpleblackthon]

thanx <3 i think after i posted my apology's and i passed through my period, i was able to concentrate more on my study's. So, better; yes, most def.

and yea that's one of my biggest problems I'm Always really hard on myself. lol