Blerdibler
Ok, I'm a little pissed. Every time I get around to writing an entry, I'm depressed. But at least 60% of the time when I'm not writing, I'm fine. God, no wonder my mother's sending me to a therapist. Well, I'm better than I have been lately, to all of you who actually read this crap. I'm really sorry to anyone and everyone whom I may have worried or caused distress. Please don't concern yourself with my insanity. I'm not plotting my own suicide. I'm just getting really upset and thrown off lately by things that mostly don't matter and it's making me emotionally confused and even more upset. I'm questioning my value because of trivial things and generally making my life a bigger mess than it already is. Ugh. Please don't worry about me, I hate to think that just because I can't sort the shit out in my brain people worry and concern themselves. I'll be fine, I just need some time and some pills.
-Do not feel the slightest bit obligated to read the above.