"Drowning in my sorrows..."

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"There's too much going on but it's calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion"-Fiona Apple


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I can't take this right now. I feel like my heart is slowly breaking. I want to be with Joe soo bad, and I know I can't...because of Meaghan. :o( plus, right now I guess im with Jemel... but still, I luv Joe so much, and I can't deal with this. Sometimes it's almost like I wish I hadn't met him, cuz I feel like I can't go on without him now, and ( Read more... )

O.K. so I guess I am no longer single! woohoo! lol, it's kinda crazy because I have never met him yet(lol), his name is Jemel, but everyone calls him "Black" hehe, he is friends with Britt, and he lives like 10 min away, he's so cool... he is coming over this weekend, and I told him that I might be sick because of these new meds and he said he will ( Read more... )

I feel so low right now... I just read Laura's journal, and about how Alex is moving to AZ and they are a family and everything, I mean I am so happy for her because I love her, and she is my best friend, but at the same time I can't help but feel a bit sad as well. I know I have no chance what-so-ever with her, and for that, I feel depressed... ( Read more... )

Hey guys... tell me what u honestly think of this poem, I just wrote it. (PLEASE no one steal this) thanks. anyhow here it is...

"Still, Moving"

she sought for the oblivion of sleep ( Read more... )

GRR! my brother switched his fucking computer on here, so now I have his... I cant stand it. anyhow what does everyone see as a background on my journal?? it should be a pic of Drew... I am hoping that it shows up. I told Joe last night that I won't be talking to him for the rest of the summer, and I mean it... I am very mad at him, he had sex with ( Read more... )

O.K. in my opinion I think Natalie Portman is the most beautiful person ever... I would give anything to look like her, she is just so fucking gorgeous! omg.

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I had a busy day today. I woke up around 7, and had to go to the doctors, so I am starting on this anti-biodic today, that is hopefully supposed to kill all the bacterias and shit, and soon I should start feeling better... it's about time! It's been a fucking year and half now!! ack. But after the doctors, I went shopping and got some goodies! hehe ( Read more... )

I just got done making a gallery of my pix on this yahoo photo gallery thingy. if anyone wants to see them, go here!
*muah*

http://photos.yahoo.com/bc/lolitaxoxolust

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