1. Lips. 2. My ability to laugh and cry..and feel. 3. Sometimes I am mean. 4. I treat myself worse. 5. Start attending college. 6. "Sleep while you're dead." 7. It is contradicting itself. They promote emaciated/underweight images in magazines, billboards, and on television, and talk about anorexia/bulimia all the time, yet want to ban underweight models. In other words, it is saying, "Having an eating problem and being extremely thin, while deadly, is glamorous, attractive, and exciting." 8. No, I don't. There is nothing glamorous, attractive, or exciting about being emaciated/underweight or having a problem with food. 9. It's starting to get better. 10. Yeah. 11. I lied to my mom about when I started purging. I told her I started way earlier than I actually did, so that she would think it was in my past and not a part of my present. 12. Career, love, pet, travel, grow very, very old. 13. ..Yes. 14. Most of the time. 15. Yes. 16. God, I don't know. I think that says it all.
Re: This is very much influenced by my moods, more or less!planetzeroMay 3 2007, 10:48:31 UTC
14. Do you truly like yourself? I have potential. I haven't really done anything with my potential, I am yet to see something that justifies me liking myself.
15. Do you currently or have you ever obsessed over food/weight/body and/or engaged in eating disordered behaviors/thinking? Yes
16. If you had a choice of being medically obese and happy or medically emaciated and unhappy, which would you choose? Assume that both would give you the same lifespan. Medically emaciated and unhappy. Obesity would be like living in a furnace, and hell- especially since we live in such weight predjudiced times. Neither is desirable, but given the choice I'd prefer to be emaciated rather than obese. Obese people are viewed with disgust, and emaciated people are pitied. I would rather be pitied. Being obese would break my heart. It's not possible for me to concieve of being obese yet happy- maybe I lack imagination, but all I have are my own experiences and opinions to draw upon.
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2. My ability to laugh and cry..and feel.
3. Sometimes I am mean.
4. I treat myself worse.
5. Start attending college.
6. "Sleep while you're dead."
7. It is contradicting itself. They promote emaciated/underweight images in magazines, billboards, and on television, and talk about anorexia/bulimia all the time, yet want to ban underweight models. In other words, it is saying, "Having an eating problem and being extremely thin, while deadly, is glamorous, attractive, and exciting."
8. No, I don't. There is nothing glamorous, attractive, or exciting about being emaciated/underweight or having a problem with food.
9. It's starting to get better.
10. Yeah.
11. I lied to my mom about when I started purging. I told her I started way earlier than I actually did, so that she would think it was in my past and not a part of my present.
12. Career, love, pet, travel, grow very, very old.
13. ..Yes.
14. Most of the time.
15. Yes.
16. God, I don't know. I think that says it all.
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14. Do you truly like yourself? I have potential. I haven't really done anything with my potential, I am yet to see something that justifies me liking myself.
15. Do you currently or have you ever obsessed over food/weight/body and/or engaged in eating disordered behaviors/thinking? Yes
16. If you had a choice of being medically obese and happy or medically emaciated and unhappy, which would you choose? Assume that both would give you the same lifespan. Medically emaciated and unhappy. Obesity would be like living in a furnace, and hell- especially since we live in such weight predjudiced times. Neither is desirable, but given the choice I'd prefer to be emaciated rather than obese. Obese people are viewed with disgust, and emaciated people are pitied. I would rather be pitied. Being obese would break my heart. It's not possible for me to concieve of being obese yet happy- maybe I lack imagination, but all I have are my own experiences and opinions to draw upon.
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