too much, too much, too much much much much much

(you can stop any time now, life.)
(just saying.)

at least i get to draw lots and lots tomorrow

Oh my god.
I live in a utopian bubble.
I live an unreal, uber privileged life.
And soon I will have to leave it.
...
i... uh... wh... b... ... ...shit.

Funny how you can be told something many, many (many) times but never fully understand it until it happens to you...
Isn't life quirky.

I needed a break from life and from being me ( Read more... )

Step one: tilt your head diagonally and down to observe the grasping of veggie chips in right hand, follow hand down and across to focus on chips as they are transferred to the left hand. Maintain close focus on moving left hand as chips are tossed back into your mouth. Fix attention on carpet at a 45 degree angle from feet while noticing this ( Read more... )

So much stimulation! So much brain activity! So much inspiration! What does one do with it all but make a gigantic ball of ideas and energy criss crossing and interlocking and mushing until you're just one walking glob of exhaustive!

Which is to say, good night.

For a bad choice, maybe it was good for me? (life is full of bad choices) (welcome to it)

Insidious charcoal- how impossible!

Figuring out my life, little bit by little bit. Life being the right here and now, that is, which of course will most likely change by next week if not by tomorrow. Let things roll off. It's not as hard anymore.

Apostles. And blasphemy.

Who now? She's just appeared. Semi familiarly. But percussively. il-ly.

"I'm alright if you're alright" (leave it on the back burner)

Just a little bit, just the slightest graze. (wrung) Memories.

She deserves a piece for her, served on a plate next to the whole wide world.

Elusiveelusiveelusivelusieluseluele sleep

icicle nose

how can i be behind when it's all just started

poignant fatigue hazed ( Read more... )

Happy! That's all there is to it.