i get so angry that nothing ever changes between them. mom and andrew fight all the time, mom always cries and andrew always storms off. andrew left for a long time after the last fight, he just walked out. i don't know where he went, but he wasn't at any of his friends' houses. mom just stood there and fumed, she hadn't gotten to the crying point ( Read more... )

i will receive a letter tomorrow. i'm looking forward to it, it will be the highlight of tomorrow. the letters are the best. of course, the phone conversations are nice, but they can't be saved and revisited. the emails are nice, but handwriting and care is nicer. the thought, "he touched this" is nicer. as much as i valued all the bits of ( Read more... )

With any luck, our grandchildren will be forced to read blogs out of historical interest. Your grandchildren and mine are going to be hunched over in little silver desk-cubicles, trying to memorize what we ate, on which days, so they can pass quizzes that count for 30% of their grade ( Read more... )

the party was ok.

i'm never having a party again.

party-wise, things are falling into place. it will be the best end-of-school thing i've done yet. oh, yes! one-upping myself every time! eventually this will all just spiral out of control and it will end up with me sitting in my basement looking at coffee-table books of the soviet union because no one came, BUT STILL ( Read more... )

it's pathetic that i measure self worth by how many people come to my party ( Read more... )

i hate myself. there is no other way to put it.

the publishing of the litmag has been suspended due to censorship ( Read more... )

my birthday went well. fun times, but not the euphoria that i predicted. that's ok. i can plan other things to try to get to that feeling ( Read more... )

conclusion for this year's term paper process: writing a term paper is not that bad ( Read more... )