i think we all end up back here when we've exhausted other ways to reach out. or i'm a creeper. but isn't it good to know that the people you used to know still exist?
i've been feeling empty, too. i think everyone needs something they can have conviction in, that they're doing for more than an obvious reason. does it make sense to tell you to try find your message? something you need to tell people, that you feel is important. but you have to be open to change, as well.
as far as friends go, you'll probably always be closest with the people that are most accessible to you. the ones who are around or are easy to keep in touch with, but any relationship takes some amount of effort. i'm sure you know.
but i hope you finished that paper and your day's not too rough.
I totally agree with your "conviction" comment, Katie. I definitely feel more secure in myself when I know I have a plan (even a relatively short term and probably changing one) that I can both tell myself and other people. But I mean, that conviction can probably be a whole lot of different things depending on the person, so I don't know where or with what to begin really.
Yeah I still read LJ too. I probably could post things sometimes, but whenever I feel like I would want to I am not at my computer. But anyway...
yeah, friendships are weird. I definitely don't feel... insecure, with any of them, but I do sort of know, at some place in my mind, that a lot of them are transitory. But I also know (or at least think very highly) that some of them are permanent or semi permanent and they are stronger than even a lack of communication.
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i've been feeling empty, too. i think everyone needs something they can have conviction in, that they're doing for more than an obvious reason. does it make sense to tell you to try find your message? something you need to tell people, that you feel is important. but you have to be open to change, as well.
as far as friends go, you'll probably always be closest with the people that are most accessible to you. the ones who are around or are easy to keep in touch with, but any relationship takes some amount of effort. i'm sure you know.
but i hope you finished that paper and your day's not too rough.
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Yeah I still read LJ too. I probably could post things sometimes, but whenever I feel like I would want to I am not at my computer. But anyway...
yeah, friendships are weird. I definitely don't feel... insecure, with any of them, but I do sort of know, at some place in my mind, that a lot of them are transitory. But I also know (or at least think very highly) that some of them are permanent or semi permanent and they are stronger than even a lack of communication.
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