ok, i need to write in here more often, so much happens in between i cant remember it all. lets see, vicki came back, but i think she bailed again, ugh, dwayne turned out to be an ass, figures, almost got the flea problem licked, one more bombing ought to do it, yaaaay! been having good nites of friends and cards, smacking ass in spades, whoohoo! ( Read more... )

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life is good lately, getting lots done. im a little confused as to the men in my life, yes men, hmm. dwayne isnt really coming across to well anymore, not sure what is up with that. rob is a nice guy, i love talking to him, but then theres tim, lol. im just kinda sitting back, waiting to see what happens. all nice guys. is one of them for me? who ( Read more... )

dwayne came over last night, i really really like him. hes like a big cuddly bear that makes me feel safe. and small, which is hard to do. we had such a nice relaxing cuddly night watching movies. what a sweetie. he wants all the same things i want, he likes the same things i do, plus, he has his own life too, so he wont be up my butt constantly, ( Read more... )

been a good couple days, seeing how the beginging of the week started so badly, ugh. i hate being sick. all better now though, whoohooo. got my chores mostly caught up, and babysitting today. party is saturday night, and brian is sposed to come up . heh, dont know if we'll make he party or not, lol. guess i'll wait and see. hes off sunday too so, ( Read more... )

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i have been thinking, and i wonder what goes through other peoples minds when they are mean and cruel to other people. are they getting off on it? is it a game? does lying and being ignorant make them feel powerful? or are they just selfish insecure little people acting out to make themselves more important? hmmmm, all i know is, i believe in ( Read more... )

well, today was the day, we took frank to the pound. i feel so bad, but i couldnt do it anymore.sherry is such a bitch for leaving me stuck with him. i tried to take care of him the best i could, but he was failing so badly. poor thing. he had such a rough life. people like her shouldnt be allowed to have pets or breed. skank ass bitch. i know its ( Read more... )

well, im more calmer now, i dont know how, it was hard yesterday having the kids here babysitting and having to stop myself from crying all day, but i did it, and now i dont even feel like crying anymore, so whoohooo. someday ill find a decent guy, or i wont, im not stressing anymore.

so, now i know charles just came here to use me for a place to stay while he chatted up other women and tried to get back with his ex. turns out hes bipolar and suicidal, and his ex had the cops come pick him up and try to put him in hospital. then they wanted to send him back here, and i sent him packing ,asshole motherfucker. i cant believe i ( Read more... )