so far in my full, complete DAY at TCNJ I've endured ( Read more... )

i'm antsy and nervous
about school
about life
about my future

back to school tomorrow
and everything stresses me
i feel in this funk
that idk who can get me out of now
i think i need to start relying on myself more or something...the horror!

it feels good getting things done and actually having things that need to get done! I've paid my TCNJ bill (dad did), got a parking spot for my non-existant car, applied for 4 jobs, changed my class so I have a good scedule I can accept and like, applied for a new SS card, and re-registerd this computer for TCNJ, which at this rate I don't think I ( Read more... )

maybe angie's right
and i'm not healed
and i can't do this
fuck
i should just be alone


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I had a better title...I don't remember ( Read more... )

got a haircut today-by Danielle. Just a tad-I have a hairdo again and not a mulletlike piece of crap ( Read more... )

so maybe that email wasn't so funny after all
i guess you had to be there/be me.

i'm home from floreeda
apparently i missed everyone here-am happy(er) and excited
i have an also familiar feeling but it's a happy one (of last summer? previous summers?...)
have a month left, ey? then school. we'll see how THAT goes.
oy

ya know, family can be pretty cool ( Read more... )

i keep saying stupid things ( Read more... )

...is bigger ( Read more... )