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WHUT UP.
everything is right with miss wright, heyoh ( Read more... ) -
egnarts si woh i ma gnileef.
i am not sure how to really get my point across, but i feel strange. never before have i ever has such a hard time describing how i am feeling at the moment or how i have been feeling for over a week now. (once again) i was reading old entries and apparently last year this was the ending to the quote worst week of my life end quote. everyone that i ( Read more... ) -
i really am and you better fucking believe it.
today the realization came to me that it is not that i do not like to hangout with anyone, that is plainly and has always been a given statement. it is rather that i do not care to share or give away my mememememe time with other people. HONESTLY. after like five hours of working, would i rather go home and take a nap with my cute kittylovebug with ( Read more... ) -
um yeah, so finally here's an update.
the computer has been acting wacko ( Read more... ) -
i'm exactly where i want to be.
first of all, i'm back on myspace: add this!second of all (and most of all), i'm just happy ( Read more... ) -
halloweenies.
happy halloween, jerks! (proof: i've been hanging around kerry too often.)
anyways, my father decided it would be really SPOOKTACULAR to fill the whole house with fog. (which my parents fought over about two weeks ago, long story really.) and it was okay for a little bit, but now it's really REALLY really annoying. why? THREE REASONS. (1) it's ( Read more... ) -
my mother says i am an attractive young lady.
although it seems to have never bothered me ever since i can remember (i'm thinking maybe since middle school, maybe high school? i don't remember as well as i used to); i have been bothered by it lately ( Read more... ) -
sometimes i just need reassurance.
this is how i know my mental health is in fact improving: ever since i have known of someone who has committed suicide in the past, i am filled with instantaneous jealously that it was not i who had acted upon it. for the first time in my life, i am fully relieved that i am still alive and breathing and that it is not i who people are mourning for ( Read more... ) -
weirddd.
today a stranger kissed me, on the lips, for changing my tire.
seriously, it was so weird.
and in a really even weirder way, nice.
(something is wrong with me.)
CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW NIGHT.
DANCE-O-RAMA/CELEBRATE KERRY'S BIRTH.
and hopefully dancing with a cute boy.
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relationship talk.
i have noticed that i have been trying really hard not to let myself like any boys recently. kerry and i had this whole conversation on how we don't want to be in a relationship with anyone lately and the fact that we are perfectly okay with being alone, even if it is forever. i really love her. (it's her birthday today, by the way ( Read more... )