venting where no one can see me

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No one checks this anymore so I feel I can say what I want. Id love to say that I am over him. I have a new boyfriend as well as a new girlfriend. I havent been sober a single day this week. I felt awsome the top of the world, but I cleaned my room today. Found the stuff that he gave to me including a valentines day card that said that he would

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Panda ze one and only!

[anonymous]

LIEEES!!! i check this bitch like five times a week just to make shure ur doin alright but yea cant believe i missed the only time u didnt vomit the vast majorty of ur inerds out. on another subjectamadoo ur not fucked up and ur nut a nutcase ur my srabear and no ur not perfect but tats wat makes u u and i love u for that so yea from wat ive heard uve got a good thing goin right now dont let old emotions get ze best of u richard was kool at first but all n all he was kinda a d-bag and u desierve better (and i need typing lessons im so sry u have to deal with thisits like a toddler threw up his alfphabet soup all over the screnh!)if u neeed to talkk im always gonna be here for u and i seriously think u neeed to hang with me soon u kn=ow before i decide to eat ur toes while u brush ur teeth (u think u would notice .. but u wont.. u wont)

-ur Pandalicious chian smoking partyanimal <3

Re: Panda ze one and only!

[push_me_pull_u]

lol Not whiilst brushing mah teefy teef teefs! I miss you too. Im sorry Ive been busy lately.

I love you!

[ninjakittyownzu]

I was reading your xanga ma-jigger too... and why on earth did spell check red line xanga but now ma-jigger? Is that proper? Anyhow... dude you are going through a ton of crap and I feel terrible because I miss you so much! And I can't be there to help out! You are amazing and haha my baby has no teefy teef teefs just gummy gum gums! I can not wait until you come visit me! I will have a nest area prepared for you! You need hugs.. and lots of them... this is just no good! I'm trying to reach but my arms are just not long enough =( alas I have failed... but the love is there!

Re: I love you!

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Indeed hugs are in order. But alas my arms will not reach as well. Which is sad. I love nest area! I also love lacks of teefy teef teefs!