I think I've lost my best friend.
I don't know why.
I don't know when.
I can't remember where.
All I know is some thing has changed between us some how.
She is leaving
I am staying
I should be happy for her
I am happy for her
But I am sad as well
I haven't felt like going to school lately
I know these are the last months that I'll see her
I will miss you more ( Read more... )

I am in love with the most amazing boy ever.
So this is just so Richard knows how much I love him. Not that there was any doubt ;P.
Richard and I are just about the best nerdlings ever. I cannot wait for V-Day, the 15th (day after), and Saturday because its just going to be rocking the stockings.
No depressing poems in this entry because I am in too ( Read more... )

I kind of hope Im suspended. I dont want to deal with everyones bullshit. The only regret I have is not getting a decent punch in. I hope the fucker rots in hell. My toe hurts because I kicked him. I dont think I even kicked him that hard but my toe is bruised. Mom got a new tv for herself and a new dvd player :) Lets see. Uhm. Taking a vow of ( Read more... )

Whats real anymore?
Can you tell me?
Are you a phantom, a made up fantasy?
A friend you can rely on or a wishful thought that appeared?

How is one to tell whats real and whats not?
I am a time bomb, you're ticking clock.
Are you just waiting for my heart to stop?
The second hands coming
What are you waiting for?
Drop.

Now for an update:
Name: ( Read more... )

Well not really one is just a two liner but I think is cool.

Reality Check
How does one tell whats real and whats not?
All I want is the ticking clock to stop

Dysfunctional Dementia
The pain inside wont go away
And leave me for a better place
I'm not good enough
Never will be
So why are you wasting your time with me?
I do pray
For all this pain
Thats stored ( Read more... )

So I wrote these poems a few days ago but on a side note today I went to the museam with my madre, grandmother, and my grandmothers hoity toity friend. Me and my mom get yelled at for tipping one of the quilts that was on a triangle thinger to the side (we didnt actually touch the quilt just the backing it was on). But they lady who yelled at us ( Read more... )

Scars
No scars on the outside
Look at my insides
Just see me on the inside
No one bothers to find out
But theyll look at my scars to find out who they really are
While ignoring the little girl crying on the inside

What do you see?
What do people see in me?
A strong wind passing?
Or a broken dream?

Parental units and Guidance councilors
So much potential
Gone ( Read more... )

Has anyone else ever felt that the world would be a better place if you weren't there?
I do all the time. I can never tell what peoples true intentions are. My head keeps telling me one thing and then some one tells me something else. I am so confused. I don't know what to do anymore. I go through boy friends and girl friends like water and I keep ( Read more... )

Name: Sara Leibold
Age: 17
Status: Taken 1 month tomorrow
Shirt: Star wars
Latest toy: Grommit action figure

I don't know what else to put.
Uh
I'm fine. My life is fine. Things could go better but I am alright.
Becca is stupid so I am no longer talking to her.
Not sure if she knows it.
And yea.
That is it.
w00t?

No one reads this cept panda bear.
But here are some poems.
I got all bored and stoofs at school today.

Mother
As the days go by
Earthly turning
See the young girl
Crying; yearning
All she asks for is love
You shove her aside
Every time
Just watch her die

Not named yet
A young child runs down the street
While his mother air drys sheets
No one notices him around
( Read more... )