i jus wanna say sorry to dingle loz grimmi and especially mel today coz i have been such a horrible evil bitch because i missed something i had my hopes on and i hate being ill and i took all my anger and put it on you guys when all you were tryin to do was help, u just caught me at the wrong time and so i am really sorry. please forgive me. i am ( Read more... )

ok so i don't hate my life, but i do hate my life at this very moment in time. why? coz i am fucking ill ( Read more... )

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saturday: went to he wedding thing and woz fun coz i new all me dads friends and they r all really nice n not patronizing which is kwl, they werew all pissed neways. but me dads m8s wife kept asking me bout karate n stuff which woz fun coz i told her like alllll about it!! yay lol, and her 3 sons (11, 9, 7} shud b joining soon 2! i have influenced ( Read more... )

i feel happy agen coz this love shit has got me so down and upset and then today and yesterday night i realised what great friends i have and how they r always there 4 me and always talk 2 me! thank u sooooooo much u guys {u no who u r!!! lol thanx!} u'v all helped me sooo much and thanx 2 u i feel so happy now {wen i dnt think about it} and i am ( Read more... )

i cnt stop crying now, i feel so bad, im so horrid. me n gary split up and he sounds so mad and he hates me. i no he duz, i'v jus lost a great friend. i feel so bad. it jus didnt feel right. why do i always fuck things up? sorry 2 spoil ure mood.x

so much 2 update on...well saturday i got my AMA badge at karate {means i have bin working hard n gone 2 at least 3 training sessions} n i cn wear it 2nite!!! i went 2 ashs s.over woz wkd bladebla.... monday went shopping 2 crawley wiv muther father and sister lol, i got a lil pleated mini skirt wiv a lil bow on the front and a blak blouse- ( Read more... )

Song that makes you happy:anything by linkin park!!!, the maroon 5 song, Song that makes you want to cry:numb {lp but stil makes me happy}, stay together 4 the kids {blink}, loads and loads Song that makes you feel dreamy: Song that makes you sleepy:oasis-is soooooooooo boring!!!!!!!!! Song that makes you want to dance:that maroon 5 song {stil in ( Read more... )