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I am full of regret. I hate suicide. I don't like the fact that I'm apathetic towards a lot of things in my life. Call me crazy, but I was listening to Al Green yesterday and I began to like it.
I went for two years without being in a relationship with anybody. The other day I was thinking back on this stretch of time, and the guys who had asked me out but I turned down. One of them was a quasi-friend from high school. Another was a guy I'd known since kindergarten. I was also thinking of a guy at my college I'd liked, who I hit it off with at first meeting, but who then ignored me every subsequent time we met, and wound up dating one of my best friends
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There is a girl who I love a lot and I want to be with her most of the time, but I cannot be because geographical limitations do not allow it. She is the subject of 95% of my thoughts and it pains me to be in this torment. Can you help me out with some advice? Have you ever been in this situation before?
I have a horrible fear falling into a river and drowning to death.
i really am not good at this subject. i was in a long distance relationship before and it sucked. i tell you what, i can recommend not getting into one, if that helps at all.
this is random. But I just randomly stumbled on this journal, so I think that it's fine if it's random. I really needed to respond to this, since I'm living a very similar situation right now (except for the river falling and drowning part). My boyfriend lives in Europe and we are trying very very hard to be together, but there are big immigration problems since I'm a citizen of a none-big-powerful-worldly-country, living in the U.S. It's a long story, in the end in order to be together we have to wait for a year minimum, it will probably be more than that. He has it especially hard I think, because since I travel *a lot*, all of my boyfriends were at one point or another far away from me geographically. So in a weird, twisted way I'm used to it. But it hurts me to see him suffer like that, especially once he starts stressing and worrying a lot he starts thinking that he's going to have a heart attack. He imagines having a heart attack and then imagines feeling pain in his chest and all of a sudden it becomes so real to him that he
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"I do not believe that sheer suffering teaches. If suffering alone taught, all the world would be wise, since everyone suffers. To suffering must be added mourning, understanding, patience, love, openness and the willingness to remain vulnerable." -- Joseph Addison (1672-1719)
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I hate suicide.
I don't like the fact that I'm apathetic towards a lot of things in my life.
Call me crazy, but I was listening to Al Green yesterday and I began to like it.
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what are your regrets?
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I have a horrible fear falling into a river and drowning to death.
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learn to swim.
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-- Joseph Addison (1672-1719)
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