my beloved grandma was admited to the hospital yesterday because of stroke. my aunt just hop on onto an ambulance an hour ago due to labour pains. ive been given a 2 days mc. im running on complications. ive been crying. im scared of losing my beloved. only god knows how we all feel emotionally and physically rite now. god help us all.
i didnt tell you this but i cried in silence over the phone. you convinced me that i was fuckin special. you said you wouldnt be like them, you would never leave me behind. thank you for making me visible again in these forgotten times.