well thanksgiving is going to be horrible again, another thanksgiving @ the farm HA and if it's w/ mother fucking faggot donald I will kill myself. I want to see my family........but then again....I DONT! because they are all religious freaks and im not.. oh well at least i'll make lots of money instead of getting fat like everyone else

i really can't stand it when people use you. its annoying... it's like "no one truly likes you. you can't be trusted. go the fuck away and kill yourself."

yet some people who use you are so good at it and you take pity on them. it's a shame. I just don't know what to do anymore, i just dont know what to do.....

im in computers in music WHERE IS JULIA!

im in computers in music right now and im jealous of everyone elses songs CAUSE THEY ARE BETTET THEN MINE

SO I called my dad today and talked to him about moving with my grandma. He said it wasnt a problem and my grandma was glad to have me. Im seriously thinking of moving there for awhile to Vienna, Virgina. This place just has been suffocating me, nothing here ever changes and I feel like I'd be able to do something down there. I'd have to come home ( Read more... )

for a few months. i really do, i need to get away from this shitty ass place, it fucking sucks ass.

I hate my mother fucking mother ( Read more... )

i love you julia
!

Today half day of school, and no school friday nor monday! but i have no plans...what?

who do i love today
let me make a list.....
first of all myself.
then samatha eggers,
then jeanah
then erica
...those are my strong loves for today, may they stay strong all throughout the day

jeanah is coming over today to play and film movies, ........ we might do something else together...... who said that....... who said that ???