Dam the wind. I was supose to be Robert Smith today but the wind tore apart my hair. If it wasn't for the "Boys Don't Cy" patch no one would know who I was. Since Tuesday I have felt as though something is missing from my life. Could it be perhaps that nothing is missing? That everything is balanced? What ever it is, it feels weird. Im hearing The ( Read more... )

Well Well Well look at me writing in you after like 2 weeks?   Im doing nothing today and most likely for a long time.  Im kinda "punished" I got home "really late" last Saturday.  Oh well I had a goodtime at homecomming, even though my date is kinda mad at me right now.  Afterwards we went to Juarez, I had fun.  Just seeing Sarah getting freaky ( Read more... )

I went to the burning of the B yesterday, though I didn't actually see the B "Burn".  Andi needed to pee, she used the boys locker room, which was morbidly discusting.  She makes me laugh. Im glad she can laugh at my cruel yet stupid humor I have towards things.  I should have listen to her, driving back from lunch we where flipping through the ( Read more... )

What a crazy couple of days it has been.  On early realease day Tyler invited me to kick it with him and the other kids.  It was nice, I had a good time.  We just chilled and hung out, smoked somewhat. My weekend was pretty good to, cousin came over we just laughed and laughed. Its pretty crazy you dont know what time will bring. After lunch Sarah ( Read more... )

The last couple of days have been ok. Andi wasn't at school today which made me sad, but she will be there tommorow. Nothing new has happened same old stuff. But I do have to admit things are getting better. I was snooping through the bathroom today and I came across some hydroghjdhvdak(I dont know how to spell it) their pain killers though, given ( Read more... )

I got the Le Tigre Cd and the movie May right now from my mom. The album is wonderfull, and is full of joyfull yet mellow tunes. I want everyone to hear it. I turned a year older today, doesn't feel any diffrent, just that fact that I can stay out late now. Andi made me a really neato card(the cake looks like a boat though. Hehehe its all good my ( Read more... )

My friend Lisa is unfortunate to have a cd player in her car. So I took it upon myself to make her a tape. I hope she likes it, I spent alot of time on it putting songs, that I thought represent her. I like tapes, you could be the poorest person in the world and some how have a tape player. What nice weather we are having since Saturday. I had a ( Read more... )

The last couple of days have been pretty ok. I can't really complain, which Im really trying hard not to. Anywho, I was talking to Tyler today. It was pretty neat. Hes doing a solo, music thing. And from what I hear its pretty neat. I asked him if I can use his recording stuff and hes ok with it. Im working on a mix tape called music is my lover. ( Read more... )

I went to Savers with my sister today, I found a yellow shirt that says Care to Bear, its the greatest. Afterwards we went to Wallmart with my mom, and on are way in I saw someone who I had never met, but I knew who it was. It made me kinda angry, but I got over it. After Walmart me and my sister went to the Dollar store, to pick up crayons ( Read more... )

I dont care if I up-date every day. It is after all a journal. Today was funny, my teacher laughed at my conceit, after I compared "Love and Russian Roullette." It made me a little annoyed. After I presented she said "Do we need to talk?" All smiling and everybody laughing. Its ok though, I made my point across it shook them. Even if the subject is ( Read more... )