School sucks, but what student doesn't think the same? My classes are ok, I dont know anyone in any, just in 4th. I want to move to San Marcos already with Carol and Carla. All these people are making me angry and sick.(Except for some cool kids) My mom has been mad at me for the past couple day, but I think it passed away, dam that crimson wave ( Read more... )

A friend or a friend died. I found someone I really like, we go out for a short while(I think) they get rid of me. My mom, brother and sister prolly now know Im Bi or Gay(pick one). My friend Josh moved to New York...Its funny what time brings, no one knows the future. I feel really crappy right now. I cried last night, the feeling in my stomach ( Read more... )

Ok..WTF I found myself deleting two of my journal entries, I found myself acting like a little pussy/fag, complaining way...to much of some things that happened. I dont know whats going on. Im confused and seriously don't know whats going to happened. On other news I went to Music Under the Stars yesterday. I met up with Carol and Carla. Later on I ( Read more... )

I'm here at my house(obviously) with my friend <3Carol<3! Its crazy we have known each other since like the 6th grade. I made some Macaroni and Cheese for us. Its pretty good...So yeah yesterday was registration with Carol and Carla. Yeah we got there at 8 and left at around 4. I know I know, why so late. Well we delayed our morning with a nice ( Read more... )

I think theres 2 weeks till school. I kind of want to go, but then I don't. Anywho, I didn't do anything today, just clean. About 7 I walked up to the "spot" I wish he was there with me. But I cant have everything right? I'm happy though I found The Prissteens(Modern rock band with a 50's doo wop theme) cd at CDNOW.com for 95 cents. Im going to ask ( Read more... )

I feel like going for a walk. Yet I dont feel like putting on my shoes, fixing my hair and the whole 9 yards. Oh man now I know why the call Super Glue, "Super Glue". Today(feeling creative) I was trying to make a necklace out of this Buddha pendant thing, whatever you want to call it. I kinda got some glue on my fingers, and and it still won't ( Read more... )

Is it ok to feel happy yet sad at the same time? I don't know but thats the way I feel right now. I had the most wonderful time on Sunday. Just being with you, laying in your arms, the city under our feet. I'm sorry for not telling you the things you want to hear, but don't think I don't want to. I have never felt this way for anyone, so it it ( Read more... )

I'm suppose to be cleaning my room, but who can resist getting on the net, even if nobody's on? Well the past two days have been fun. Carol and Carla came over yesterday. We hung out all day. I made them pancakes in the morning, but not just any pancakes (oh no..) but M&M pancakes. We walked to the DolarGenral, just to buy them. On the way Carla ( Read more... )

Jesus Christ, I had a wonderful time yesterday. I haven't felt this way in a very long time. Me and some cool kids, found a really hidden spot I didn't even know about. If you keep walking east from my Apt. you have found it. I can spend hours there. Im going back tonight, to bad you are not there. Oh heavens I cant stop smiling thank you A ( Read more... )

Today was the first show of "Seven Brides for Seven Brothers" I think it went pretty good. There where a quite alot of people there. It feels good to be recognized after the show. I had about 5 people walk up to me and say how "Good" I played. :) I hope I dont sound all conceited or anything. It was hotter than hell in the auditorium at El Paso ( Read more... )