..that you have the most / beau-ti-ful faace....

[put_yr_dukes_up]

i'm having a really difficult time reconciling myself to lydia's and my break up

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[missangelique]

i feel you like a train wreck
i dont know how often you read my journal but a month or so ago my fiance broke up with me for 13 days and it was fucking hell
i lost weight too
like 10 pounds i believe
i mean....all i thought of was him...so i didnt even remember to do normal things like eat and sleep
the most i could do was breathe
i almost killed myself over him(I DO NOT RECOMMEND THIS)because i wanted peace
and i dont know if any of this is any consolation to you...
but all i can say is..it gets easier with time....and i know thats probably the last thing you want to hear because time doesnt matter right now and you dont give a fuck about waiting you want to be better now
BUT
time is the only thing that can heal us sometimes
<3

[keetabirdy]

If you need to talk to someone about this in person, let me know. I'm willing to listen. Call me or we can meet at Java or something. I hope things go better for you

keep ya head up

[ncsmalls33]

like i said ry

a smack in the head or my loyalty

you probably would prefer the latter this time

little smalls

[oneshot_onekill]

Ryan just remember you're doing the right thing. Stay in school, take your meds and all will workout.

[put_yr_dukes_up]

thanks, brother. i appreciate the words.

[zombiex]

why is it that every time i read anything you've written, i'm brought to tears. your words never fail to yank at my heart.....
i think you should take the 1000 big ones and come have a night on the town with me.....it'll be fun, we can be crazy together =]

remember that time jeremy minnick coloured his hair with fruit scented markers and his head smelled like fruit loops?

[put_yr_dukes_up]

yeah, and that cocksucker got laid and dressed like korn one summer and decided he was all tough and began threating me and calling me a faggot.

i hope he died of AIDS.

you know me. i dont easily end grudges.

cradle to grave, motherfucker.

[zombiex]

it's okay, i completely understand. one time in 3 grade this little asshole punched me in the face, i've got his name on a list....it just keeps growing and growing, the list, someday i'll get every last one of those fucks on my list back....bstards