So yea i am all cracked out on red bull right now it is wearing off though. I stayed uo til 4:30 this morning studying chem and freakin out about the practice final, good thing the real finally wasn't a lot like it. Then I woke up at 7:00 and drank a red bull and went and took the final. I think I did pretty good actually better then I espected ( Read more... )

"Love is faith, and one faith leads to another."

"If you look for truth, you may find comfort in the end; if you look for comfort you will not get either comfort or truth - only soft soap and wishful thinking to begin, and in the end, despair."

One day this will all be worth it. I hope?!?!

I had a good weekend this weekend, yet for some reason I always end up sad. 311 rocked and my brother is awesome I love him and I am glad I got him. Friday a good night with John and Laura and Sarah visiting and I left to go to a graffiti party which was fun for the 30 minutes I was there then the cops came. I am really confused about life and all ( Read more... )

Sorry it has been so long. I have been wanted to write about Western last weekend, but I had a chemistry test Monday and a bio test today so i have been pretty busy. I went to Western last weekend and got to chill with friends I haven't hung out with in a long time, like Kate, Laura, Lisa, Jerry and some other people. It was fun to get drunk with ( Read more... )

I can't write much I need to be studying, but I thought I would put the quote fo the day up. I get a quote every day in the mail and this is what it was today.

"While there's life, there's hope."

So I always have hope.

To love someone and to be loved is a great feeling just because you can't be what you want to be right now doesn't mean you have to stop loving eachother. I think I am going to be ok. I love you Bruce!

All you need is love is a lie cause we had love but we still said goodbye

Why do I try so hard when every time I just get hurt? Maybe he really doesn't feel the way he use to. I believe he does but I thought he would let it show sometime at least a little. I still have hope, but I just feel so stupid sometimes and like i am just letting myself get hurt. I think it is time to stop trying, just to let it go and accept that ( Read more... )

This weekend started off kind of bad, but ended up being tons of fun. Laura, John and Eric were down visiting. Also I finally go to met the wonderful Tammy that Laura talks so very much about and now I see why. Tammy you are awesome. I saved John's life when we were tailgating at the rock. I was drunk all day and night and was nice and remembered ( Read more... )