BLAH

[puterchaos]

so my 18th birthday is tomorrow....what a waste...isnt it supposed to be special? ...i mean...katy is making it special...she is ...she really is....but as for absolutely everyone else....its "so what else is new" me and jessie are on the not conversing state...for how long? she seems happy...i want her to be..think im just gonna kinda bow out of

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[greendgc]

give you something better? what's better than growing old with someone you love... working to support your family.. giving your children the opportunity to live life the way you never did... it's all how you look at it... but give you something better? it's not given to you.. you have to take the opportunities when they come...

[puterchaos]

growing old with someone you love.....thats all fine.if its soemthing that you really have ..but im sick of being normal sick of being ordinary sick of being plain i need something new and different....i cant just sit here..being just like the kid sitting next to me...clicking away at the keys enjoying a life of empty dreams and a false sense of reality...life is more than work and kids...it has to be.....nothing is ever given to anyone...i know that and so do you...i was looking for more of an opportunity than a gift...18 today.....nothings different...life goes on...people pass without a glance....what is it that makes the kid across the room in the corner any diffent than me, you, and the kid sitting next to me?