So we are in the van on the way to NC....Then on our way to FL its pretty exciting.

I have changed so much....but in the all words so few..i am a mess.

but a beautiful mess.

My parents said yes!

Luna has a cough, thats she has had since i bought her ( Read more... )

seriously man

I love you

I actually thought things we're looking up today. but of course everything hit the fan. I swear im starting to loose all hope. All this is really starting to wear me down. Remember what i was planning, there was a course where i could start my freshman year of college, and by the time i was done with my second year of community college, i would ( Read more... )

I dont really have anything to say, and i know that the person who this is too will shrug it off as an excuse or just another me complaint about how horrible my life is...yet another time, im shifting all the focus on me again. I can understand, she is amazingly strong, through all her trials. I know she knows me better then most, which is why even ( Read more... )

Forgiveness is such a funny thing. Its so simple yet its so hard. What do you do when someones hurt you so badly it takes your breath away and they think it was right and justified, and if anything..you owe them an apology.. That you could be a better person? That everything they said is right....what you think doesnt matter. No matter what they do ( Read more... )

I wrote that intire enty in my sleep

Which means, i grabbed my computer, already connected to the internet, and went to livejournal, and typed my thoughts...and went back to sleep....im good...real good. Also texting krista and nina at 5 or 6 am is good too.