Try Again
a/n : The sequel to
Don't Wanna Try~~~ hihi ^^ not good enough but i tried. so sorry~ *bow* TT__TT and i remind you that english not my 1st language and it'll be too much grammar errors and typos. so forgive me *bow*. Enjoy reading~ ^^
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You hear the door closed. Why? Why? Why? You always ask yourself why. He’s gone. Maybe never comeback. What did you do? You ruin everything. Your relationship. Your love. His heart. Why you’re so stupid?
You try to sleep. But, your eyes won’t close. You keep thinking about him. You see your pictures with him in your room. All full with smiles. There’s one that you loved the most. The picture that showed you kiss his cheek. Eventhough he said you ruin the picture with that but you said that’s make the picture wonderful. And he kissed your cheek.
You miss that moment. You miss him. So much.
The morning finally comes. You didn’t even close your eyes. Always thinking of him. How can you make him forgive you again? What shall you do?
You relize something. A night without him feels lonely. No one to say goodnight. No one.
You get up from your bed. You go to the kitchen and see his mug. His yellow-duck mug. A present from you. One month anniversary’s present. And that missing feeling back to you again. Why? Once again you ask yourself. Why you so stupid?
You admit that women was so sexy. She seduced you, and you fall for that trap. For three times!!! For the first time he forgave you with your promise to never did that again. But, you did that again. And he forgave you again. Then you promise him again. What a promise.
“Su please forgive me…”
Cry. You crying. What a monster you are. He been so wonderful to you. And with what you repay him? With heart-ache. With you cheating again and again.
You try to call him. But, he won’t answer the call. You go to his house. But, he won’t open the door. You knock the door. But, he won’t listen. You know that he’s behind the door. So, you beg him. Beg him forgiveness that you know you don’t deserve. But, you still do it. You still ask him. But now, you don’t give him promises. Because you also know he won’t believe that. Not again.
“Su.. you know I love you, right? Please… give me another chance with you. I know you still love me. Please Su… for us.”
“…”
“Su… please… I love you. I really love you.”
You hear him sobbing. He’s crying. Again. Because of you.
“Su… you crying. Don’t cry? Give us another try again? Please…”
Klik
The door open. You see him. He’s a mess. Puffy eyes. Sobbing so hard. Messy hair. You feel guilty for making him like that. But suddenly he hug you. You just standing there with you arms at your side. You really don’t know what to do.
“I love you I love you I love you I love you…”
He keep saying that. Saying that he love you. You feel happy. So, you hug him back. Feels again his warm. His smell. You love it.
“Thank you so much Su. Thank you so much. I know I don’t deserve this, but you give it to me again. I don’t know what to say but thank you. i…”
“Shhh… too much love you to let you go. I’m sorry.”
“No, I’m the one to say sorry. I’m so sorry, Su. I love you. I love you.”
“Love you too, Chunnie.”
What a wonderful lover you have. He gave you the forgiveness again. He gave you his love again.
“Chunnie…” he’s smiling. His beautiful smile. Just for you. You love him. Really love him.
“Thank Su… I love you.”
And this end with a kiss.
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