Where does the lonliness come from?

[pwhitty12]

I feel terrible today. i feel like i talk about this alot, but its on my mind alot, so i need to. I don't feel like i'm a part of anything. I haven't hung out with my friends in weeks, make that months. i miss them. they might not always enjoy hanging out with me, but no matter how much they shit on me i still like them. I can't help it. I

Comments

[lack_of_color]

well. this is probably worthless advice, but i vote for you getting rid of the people that bring you down. and i also vote on the acceptance of phil! damnit, just tell yourself that you are accepted. don't let other people bring you down, darlin'. difficult, yes. a bad idea? no! and you know i think you are wonderfully fun. i just wanted to make you feel less icky and more yeah man it's all good. snd remember.. if you don't stay positive there will be no chance of getting the pink vest.
<33 amanda

I'm getting that pink vest if its the last thing i do

[pwhitty12]

And i havent been negative once yet thanks to your advice :). The advice was not wrthless....thanks it made me feel better

[facetsofpink]

Phil, you are an awesome guy so dont ever let anyone feel like anything less. If anything, its not you who is missing out on someone great...its other people. I mean who else can disagree with just about every belief I have yet I still dont mind hearing your opinions because you can back them up and thats awesome.

[xxgorefiendxx]

Fuckem, fuck all of them. If anyone wants to shit on you then they're shitting on pure gold. If high school is shit than look to college. Theres a helluva a lot more people and it's guaranteed that you can find some people to hang out with and have fun with.

BTW... I know what it feels like to be the butt of jokes as well, i can't even tell a story at lunch without at least 3 people cutting me off to make fun of me -_-.

OLE!

[oscarpic]

Phil,
I know how you feel. And I mean that. Even though you see me as someone who adds "fun" to things, I am definitely not always that person. I have always felt like I don't belong. And frankly, i don't. But although that can be a depressing thought, I have been able to overcome it and look at it as a positve attribute. "Belonging" isn't all it's cracked up to be. We spend so much of our lives trying to belong but in the end the only people who win are those who do not belong. And probably never will. You have amazing things ahead of you and you have to focus on that. What happens now all makes you a stronger person and prepares you so that you can handle the success of the future. Live the dream...

joel

PS. The truth is, in life, most people choose to "play it the company way" instead of "believing" in themselves. You haven't done that and you won't because you truly know "how to succeed..."

Re: OLE!

[rockstar1169]

Phil:

Hey, well I just wanted to say that you know I love you. As yes, you are fidgety but so am I. It's nothing to be taken personally. Just like Erica can be a bitch at times or I can. You can be fidgety. Ya know. it's nothing personal. Sorry if it hurt your feelings.

I love you, you know that. xo
Nataly

[anonymous]

Phil-
I feel really bad right now because I am the one that called you fidgety. I didn't know it was going to upset you, at the time we were joking and I didn't know that I hurt you. I am soo sorry, honestly. I love you Phil you are the fuckin shit, and I had so much fun with you on SB. I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you.
xoxo forgive me please