So...
today is my 18th birthday,

Any "congratulations?"
Oh come on, at least congratulate me for making it, especially since all of the ups and downs I've hit have nearly made me quit MANY times.
Yeah, you know what I'm talking about.
I'm hoping to go to Takilma today, maybe laugh a bit about how I can now legally be accused ot statutory rape. 
Haha.

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I found something to do this weekend.
[went to Zack's, smoked massive amounts of weed, watched Rain fall out of the bus]
It was exciting.
[fate is a funny thing...]
I have this mysterious sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach.
[something's not quite right.]
I think that if it's not gone tomorrow, I'm going to buy a chunk of tiger's eye in Ashland.
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Hello again.

I have absolutely nothing to do this weekend.

I should find someone to hang out with. SOON.

*le sigh*

Life isn't particularly exciting at the moment, despite the fact that I'm turing eighteen in two weeks.

Honestly, I have nothing to write about.

<333

Yesterday vs. Today

Dear Diary,
Yesterday I thought I was going to quit the musical.
Today I realized that it would be foolish to do so.

Yesterday I went out for ice cream with a guy who wasn't Zack
Today I realized that it doesn't matter, because all we are is friends.

Yesterday I thought about getting my GED in April
Today I'm torn between getting my ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm just crazy,
but I'll tell you one thing.
I've been working my ass off to catch up since my freshman year of high school.
And where has it got me?
Nowhere. I'm still here, busting my ass trying to graduate to make everybody else happy,
when in reality I could care less about a diploma-
I just want to leave this place.
In Zack's words:
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I love him more than I thought.
After about thirty seconds of seeing him, all of my anger dissipated.

[is this bad?]

But we have a plan now. He's getting his GED soon. I may graduate, but if this week-long suspension has fucked me over [which I'm pretty sure it has], I might get my GED, as well. Then we're going to start renovating our  trailer

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Dear Diary,

Today I got suspended from school.
For five days.
And I don't know how to fix it.

On the bright side [if there is a bright side]...
I found out where Zack is.

~Kelly~ 

Once upon a time...

There was a girl.
And there was a boy.

Your typical teenage story, I guess.

They were very much in love.
Until the girl had a realization...

[he loved weed more than he loved her.]

And she cried.
[Like a lot.]

Things were perfect,
Except for that one time, when he moved and "forgot" to tell her.

And now, the girl is alone AGAIN.

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So I have a headache to rival all headaches ( Read more... )