happy saturday!
HELLO!
not really much to write. i love my job! i am off until wednesday though :( but it's alll good cause i get paid for monday. im going to move back in with my parents... especially since i am only working 20 hours a week. not all that much $ to live on my own right now.
anyways.. how is everyone? good i hope. i wish that everyone did not leave san diego. i want to go out! gonna have to leave this place too. hopefully someday. i don't know why i did not leave already. probably cause of my family. gosh i wish they did not have this control over me. i would love to move to the east. lots of fears when it comes to thinking about that though. i mean they are my parents and they always help when i need it. so it's kinda like if im on the east they wont be close enough for me. not that i think that i will need lots of help just in case you know? well that's how i feel on that subject. last night this boy asked me if i was married cause i wear my ring when i go out just in case. soo... i told him that i was engaged.. and! he did not leave me alone. what a jerk. i will have to tell my fiance about him. i decided today that i am giving up on boys for a while. it's just that i look at jamie and she is sooo concerned with finding a boy and settling down. yes i think that i am ready for that but i don't want to be a girl like her. the ones that think every guy has the potential to be the ONE! i know that part is not true. so i will continue to go out and make friends but that is about it for now. larry and i had some interesting conversations the other day. and he is great. i like him a lot. but he's def on the east. which is exactly where i want to be at this moment in time. but im going to agree with him on this one and just go with it when it comes to him. i like him and he likes me and that is all that matters in that situation right now. so that is all that i have to say about any thing. just trying to kill time until i get to talk to larry again. happiness is only around the corner...right? O! the quote of the month : everything will be fine in the end... if it's not fine then it's not the end. i don't remember where i got that from... but i loved it! k love me!