AGEPAN GRANDE FINALE!!!!
So here you go everyone! I posted the final chapter of my fanfic "Agepan - between lunchbreak and love"
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Chapter 9 -FINALE-
All went dark, I thought I would die, just like I wanted. But it didn't feel like dying.
Everything hurt. Everything went dark and I just passed out.
'Ouch' I thought 'Am I dead?'
But it didn't feel like death. I slowly opened my eyes and saw a ceiling above me
'Oh no I'm alive' I thought
“Shota!!!!” Iwan was shouting at me
“Calm down Iwan” I said slowly trying to look around. Everyone was standing there, everyone, even Ikki, but no Miya-chan. My heart felt like someone stuck a knife in it.
“Hey Shota you're okay?” Ikki asked, pure worry in his voice. I noticed he held my hand. That felt strange but comfortable...kind of protecting and supporting.
“Hey Ikki... yeah... I guess I'm okay” I answered trying to smile
“What did you think jumping off that bridge??” Ikki asked almost tears in his eyes
“Don't cry pls!” I felt guilty “I...I...” I glanced at Iwan. He was standing there looking with worried eyes on me. I couldn't believe he was the one kissing Miya-chan. I just couldn't, I didn't want to believe it.
“Really, you stressed us all” Sanada said holding Nozawa's hand who was sitting on a chair closing his eyes
“Seriously Shota, don't do such thing again” Nozawa said with closed eyes “I was worried like hell”
Then I heard a sob from somewhere
“It's alright Sakuma-kun” Abe-chan was patting Sakun who was crying
“S...Shota” I could hear through his sobs “I...I...i'm rea...really glad.. you... are alive!!” he screamed the last word and came towards me and hugged me
“Sakun?” I put my arm around him “Gomen ne Sakun”
“uwaaaah” Sakun was really crying now “Don't do this ever again!!!” he screamed and looked up at me with his round eyes full with tears
“I promise” I said patting his head “I will never do such a thing again”
“Okay...” Sakun said, stood up ad wiped away the tears. “I'm really happy you are alive Shota” he said and smiled.
“We all are” Sanada said
“WATANABE-KUN!!” Abe-chan came towards me and slapped me in the face. “HOW COULD YOU EVER DO THIS TO US??? EVERYONE WAS WORRIED LIKE HELL! DON'T THINK IT WILL END WITH THIS!” he shouted, turned around and dashed out of the room.
“ouch....” I said “that hurt”
“Haha, that's our Abe-chan ne” Fukka said “welcome back under the living by the way” he said and smiled
“Thanks loads Fukka” I said ironically “What was that Abe?”
“He was the most worried I guess” Nozawa said.
“Hmm...” I only said. Secretly I hopes someone else was worried too.
We talked bout this and that, what happened the last week, while I lost my conciousness. Seemed like they already had rehearsals for the next Shounen Club.
“Damn, I have to learn the moves soon then” I cursed
“You think we'll let you dance in this condition?” Ikki asked
“You can't tell me anything, you're not in Snow Man any more” I said a bit huffy
“Sorry” Ikki sighed
“You can't appear in the next Shokura Watanabe” Sanada said “You have to rest and get ready for the KAT-TUN con. That's biggest priority.”
“Okaaay” I agreed.
We talked and talked and talked til it slowly became evening. Everyone went back to their homes slowly. Ikki stayed the longest
“You don't want to tell me why you jumped off that bridge?” he asked, holding my hand and smiling at me.
“There's no particular reason” I tried to lie but Ikki only laughed
“No particular reason??? You gotta be kidding. Look at me!” he said and turned my face towards him.
“Why you'd do such thing?” He looked deep in my eyes, like he tried to read sth in it.
“I...” Everything suddenly came up again. The picture of Iwan and Miya-chan kissing was so clear infront of my eyes that I could vomit.
“Seems like you remember sth?” Ikki whispered with a soft voice “C'mon tell me. You gonna feel better after it I'm sure” he said and tightened his grap around my hand.
I took a deep breath and told him that I confessed Miya-chan, that I ran out of the train without waiting for an answer, how I came into the Gakuya, then Abe collapsed and I was going out to get the water. Here came the hard part to tell. I always could only bring out parts of sentences. Ikki said nothing, he just looked at me and hold my hand. When I finally could tell him that the two had kissed his eyes widened. Not in shock but in silent anger. He said nothing, but his eyes said more than anything else. For a second there he was really scary but then he got hold of himself and hugged me.
“It's hard to love someone ne?” He whispered in my ear
“Yeah” I whispered back, tears running down my face “What should I do now Ikki?” I sobbed. I couldn't hold it anymore I had to cry, cry my eyes out. When I finally got hold of myself again Ikki released me from the hug and wiped off my tears with his fingers. The sun was short before going down and a golden sunshine came into the hospital room.
“You're going to get his heart” Ikki said “You promise me?”
“I promise” I said
Ikki nodded and stood up.
“Get yourself some rest” he said and went to the door “I'm going to visit you tomorrow, oyasumi”
“Oyasumi~” I said and waved. He waved back and closed the door.
'It's hard to love someone ne?' His words were in my head all the time. I wondered how Ikki could do this. Watch how I was loving Miya-chan, how he could even support me.
'Seems like he really loves me' I thought and looked out of the window. The sun was almost under the horizon when someone knocked the door, and came in.
I turned my head to the door and saw Miya-chan standing there.
I couldn't say anything. He went towards me, took my face into his hands and kissed me.
I couldn't move. I couldn't think.
I wanted to release myself from the grip, but I couldn't do anything else but return the kiss, tears of joy running down my face.
------------------------- END OF FINALE--------------------------------
What will happen to the love of Iwan and Shota? Will Miyadate really choose Shota?
Find out in Agepan 2 coming soon to pyon_chan_desu!!!!
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